READ THIS PART 1ST!! the poem/prose might be too offencive to some viewers but right now I want to let this out of my chest.




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The only thing I could do to release all this rage inside of me, I have no regrets of that day but all of this will destroy me in the end, the stress, pain, wanting to hurt people that hurt me, that drive.. It won't stop...
My mask is there so I won't hurt anyone, even if they deserve my fangs, I dare not unsheathe my blade to cut, though my instincts to tell me to. My eyes don't show any happiness, all they have is the darkness I live with, day and night, I don't mind it but people tread on my heart, and there's why people should take my kind warnings heavily...
I'm that type to not mess with nor to be toyed with... Especially with love. That's my warning to all. I may restrain myself but that doesn't mean that my mind won't stop till I have my payback.
So I live till that day comes, where I get back with everyone that hurt me or I finally have someone to truly make me happy, I pray for the second half, though yes like i said some in my life deserve to taste my blade, I shall not harm none if they haven't harm fully of one's life....
My life as a Ronin taught me that, so I shall continue living in those codes. But my heart won't heal till I finally found the light of happiness to blind and burn these desires and pains. I hope that day will come soon...
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A pic and short free verse prose/poem of how I am feeling right now... countless break ups, failures hitting me, inner conflict, and to deal with these feelings day in and out, I'm just glad that I can hold these in but I don't know how long I can hold it in...sooner or later this will damage me... But I progess either way, trying to see the brighter side of days really...