Happy Early Birthday Carlos 7/23/89 My Leo, My Love, My Guardian Angel.

Hey everyone I redid this peice for the two reasons. before i wasnt able tp put the emotions i wannted to put in the old peice because it was just to painful. So I took my time and redid this for you Carlos for your birthday Tommorow. I always celibrated your Birthday a day early anyways lol. But the 2nd reason is well for his birthday. Its Tommorow and scence i am not going to be going to SD to go see him this year I had to do somthing even if it is this small.

My Friend Sinay Perez briught somthing to me attention one day. "What if he pushed Zed De La Paz into you that night because he wannted you to be happy?" Almost made me cry because i never thought about it that way. I am Happy with this Peice. And all the good that came from my life after this massive heart ache. I am best friends with my cousin Christina DeAngel Raya, I was able to move forward. I got back on my feet and went back to school. I met some great people and found someone who is more then just a friend. Thankful for all of it

Carlos again you watch over me every day i am thankful that you protect me everyday and will protect me from what will hurt me and what will make me grow stronger. Always love you.

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