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Why Do You Torchere My Mind Soo Much Twisted Bad Thoughts?!
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I'm soo sorry but I have to vent out what is happening to me with myself and my mind right now! :(
There is something more going on with me, well in my mind I should say. It is very complicated for any of you to understand if you havn't been through it before. I have had a lot of sick twisted thoughts in my head lately and I don't know why sometimes. I have like a lot of negative sayings that speak to me like I'm no good, I'm a nobody and I will never be good enough, I'm not that creative, I should die, and also it says to me I was put on this earth to be a curse. :( It's been making me very negative lately and I am trying to hide it all but I can't anymore, I HAVE to tell you all what's been going on with me and my mind! I'm usually not all this way at all but I had a lot of things happen to me in my past that made me soo screwed up and messed up my mind and my brain that it feels like I be scarred too many times before and I have been! I'm just really scared now cause what if I hurt someone, some of you, or my family! I don't wanna do that, idk what to do with myself! But I'm not going to a doctor though so that is out of the question, it's like my severe depression is coming back all over again and it is sickening me! Idk but it feels like I have skictfrinia or I'm just insane or something. I'm not usually this way, I'm a very sweet and kind person but I feel like I'm going insane right now with my mind and it's twisted thoughts. Idk what to do with myself! ;-; I didnt get much sleep last night and I hardly ate today or drinked anything, I fell very screwed up right now that I'm crying and felling like I wanna hit something right now! ;-;
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I'm soo sorry but I have to vent out what is happening to me with myself and my mind right now! :(
There is something more going on with me, well in my mind I should say. It is very complicated for any of you to understand if you havn't been through it before. I have had a lot of sick twisted thoughts in my head lately and I don't know why sometimes. I have like a lot of negative sayings that speak to me like I'm no good, I'm a nobody and I will never be good enough, I'm not that creative, I should die, and also it says to me I was put on this earth to be a curse. :( It's been making me very negative lately and I am trying to hide it all but I can't anymore, I HAVE to tell you all what's been going on with me and my mind! I'm usually not all this way at all but I had a lot of things happen to me in my past that made me soo screwed up and messed up my mind and my brain that it feels like I be scarred too many times before and I have been! I'm just really scared now cause what if I hurt someone, some of you, or my family! I don't wanna do that, idk what to do with myself! But I'm not going to a doctor though so that is out of the question, it's like my severe depression is coming back all over again and it is sickening me! Idk but it feels like I have skictfrinia or I'm just insane or something. I'm not usually this way, I'm a very sweet and kind person but I feel like I'm going insane right now with my mind and it's twisted thoughts. Idk what to do with myself! ;-; I didnt get much sleep last night and I hardly ate today or drinked anything, I fell very screwed up right now that I'm crying and felling like I wanna hit something right now! ;-;
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The same exact thing happened to me just a while back. It was not the first time, and I'm pretty sure it won't be the last either. The best you can do is be strong, and just let it be. As long as you keep control of yourself, and I assure you there's no way you could lose it unless you wanted to, it'll be alright.
Yeah idk what is going on but I never felt this way in a very long time over a few years back ago I had this feeling but it went away for a long while and then it just comes back again! :( Idk howmto get rid of it cause I want to but idk what to do, I try to ignore it by watching tv or doing something else to keep my mind off it but it keeps on coming back! :( I will try my very best though
i know what its like to have extreamly negative thoughts ... that can make you feel down ... trust me thats dayly for me but if you have the right people to talk to such as your friends or your girlfriend and do stuff that makes them smile then youll start to feel good about yourself, my advice is try to do stuff for the people you care for to make them smile then try to get rid of evrything that makes you feel down about youseself and if it IS yourself that makes yourself negative then change that into something positive, trust me i know excatly how you feel when you say you think you might have skitzifrainia and its the hardest thing to ignore when it brings you down but hey look on the bright side you got good friends and a mate :3 thats instently better then some peoples lives ^w^
~Draco
~Draco
I'm ok now, it finally went away, the feeling and thought cause my mate made me feel much better! ^^ I know and it isn't a good feeling but I'm now. I'm really glad I have a lot of good friends and my mate to make me feel all better *hugs you* Yeah I might have this disorder or maybe I'm wrong not sure what it could be but I need to learn to control it though if I do have skitafrinia.
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