Some traditional ink work - I'll colour this tomorrow~ :3
It's again self expression, I feel anxious and upset now that school has begun again, there's so little time for my own things that I feel limited and uninspired. I'm going to grow used to it again, but it's the begining that is hard.
I lived a year of my greatest dream, and now I'm back to normal life. And now I seem to be unremarkable in everyones eyes, things have changed, and it's weird to me. But as I said I'll eventually grow used to it. I change when the enviorment changes and the enviorment changes with me.
It's again self expression, I feel anxious and upset now that school has begun again, there's so little time for my own things that I feel limited and uninspired. I'm going to grow used to it again, but it's the begining that is hard.
I lived a year of my greatest dream, and now I'm back to normal life. And now I seem to be unremarkable in everyones eyes, things have changed, and it's weird to me. But as I said I'll eventually grow used to it. I change when the enviorment changes and the enviorment changes with me.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Panther
Size 907 x 1100px
File Size 220.8 kB
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It's honestly not your fault at all that I'm down, I'd probably not be this well if you weren't there infact.
The reason I'm down is just because I'm not used to waking up early, being a night person and all, doing random stuff that often doesn't feel worth it (you know, going over the same lessons all over, doing exact same tasks, sitting doing nothing at class because I complete things so quick, or doing work for others because theyre too slow.)
And after the day I'm drained out and uninspired, I can't get art happen, I feel so unproductive it makes me anxious, and the worst part is that when I'm anxious, I get nothing done. 8I
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, maybe I'll just get used to it, maybe inspiration will come back when I do? Or should I do something about it. .-.
The reason I'm down is just because I'm not used to waking up early, being a night person and all, doing random stuff that often doesn't feel worth it (you know, going over the same lessons all over, doing exact same tasks, sitting doing nothing at class because I complete things so quick, or doing work for others because theyre too slow.)
And after the day I'm drained out and uninspired, I can't get art happen, I feel so unproductive it makes me anxious, and the worst part is that when I'm anxious, I get nothing done. 8I
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, maybe I'll just get used to it, maybe inspiration will come back when I do? Or should I do something about it. .-.
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