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So yeah... Something I've been meaning to throw out for a while now...
A little background- I wanted to commission an artwork from the incredibly edibly talented
meglyman (watch as if your life depended upon it) but at the time I just didn't quite have the free cash to swing, so I had to wait on it. Jami asked what it was that I had wanted to do and I told him a vague notion of the artist but not the idea, wanting to maintain the surprise for the future. Well, he went and asked her to go ahead and do it, whatever I'd wanted done, and paid for it, had it mailed to me.
The end result of which was this, if'n your'e innerested- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7593427/
So anywho, when I got this surprise gift in the mail from him this comicky notion came to mind. And there ya go. There are genuinely nice guys out there, some're even pretty cute gamer-nerds that want you to do all sorts of horrible things to them in bed!
A little background- I wanted to commission an artwork from the incredibly edibly talented
meglyman (watch as if your life depended upon it) but at the time I just didn't quite have the free cash to swing, so I had to wait on it. Jami asked what it was that I had wanted to do and I told him a vague notion of the artist but not the idea, wanting to maintain the surprise for the future. Well, he went and asked her to go ahead and do it, whatever I'd wanted done, and paid for it, had it mailed to me. The end result of which was this, if'n your'e innerested- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7593427/
So anywho, when I got this surprise gift in the mail from him this comicky notion came to mind. And there ya go. There are genuinely nice guys out there, some're even pretty cute gamer-nerds that want you to do all sorts of horrible things to them in bed!
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Well... it's an oddity to many, but I adore cultural aphorisms and colloquialisms on a practically sexual level. *smirks*
When I visit places outside my own country, I'm not interested in monuments, celebrities and the like. I'm magnetically attracted to the life and blood of the people and their world. I want to hear them speak, see them interact and interact with them myself, learning and absorbing everything of their culture I can. Cultural differences, why they see things the way they do, what's funny to them, what's attractive, what's offensive, why are these things what they are, this is my venue of intrigue. I wanna visit shoppes, pubs, parks, theatres, tiddy-bars and gang-bangs, everything that makes these people 'blokes' and not 'folkes'.
That and there's also that facet of me that finds British accents on women to sound insincere and haughty but from a man it's like sex on buttered toast... S'my kryptonite, I admit that. *laughs*
When I visit places outside my own country, I'm not interested in monuments, celebrities and the like. I'm magnetically attracted to the life and blood of the people and their world. I want to hear them speak, see them interact and interact with them myself, learning and absorbing everything of their culture I can. Cultural differences, why they see things the way they do, what's funny to them, what's attractive, what's offensive, why are these things what they are, this is my venue of intrigue. I wanna visit shoppes, pubs, parks, theatres, tiddy-bars and gang-bangs, everything that makes these people 'blokes' and not 'folkes'.
That and there's also that facet of me that finds British accents on women to sound insincere and haughty but from a man it's like sex on buttered toast... S'my kryptonite, I admit that. *laughs*
I would have thought sex on buttered toast would have been scratchy and probably lead to someone sliding off of the toast... :P
Has Crys told you the number of differences in the names or pronunciation of every day things that we found? Heh. And that's without going into the various bits of slang which exist around here... (There's a reason we don't call them fanny packs!)
Also, if you come to England just try and avoid Essex. It will ruin any good ideas you have about the country. Seriously. D:
Has Crys told you the number of differences in the names or pronunciation of every day things that we found? Heh. And that's without going into the various bits of slang which exist around here... (There's a reason we don't call them fanny packs!)
Also, if you come to England just try and avoid Essex. It will ruin any good ideas you have about the country. Seriously. D:
*undulates wildly*
I might... not sure if it's the same number. mine has been the same since I lived down the road from you.
So, I don't know if I have the right number. my phones have changed over the years and contacts were lost, confused, swapped around, mangled.. lightly killed and lovingly frosted with glucose.
I might... not sure if it's the same number. mine has been the same since I lived down the road from you.
So, I don't know if I have the right number. my phones have changed over the years and contacts were lost, confused, swapped around, mangled.. lightly killed and lovingly frosted with glucose.
i feel like writing a tiny bit of ego vs the id here... but i don't actually known any of that phyco bs so i'll just say, The image of self and the image we wish to be seen as shall never match up. For the image we wish to be seen as is an ever shifting mirage while the image of self shall always be either too critical of what we really are, or not critical enough. Still... if you can be truly honest with your self and accept your self for what and who you are you can do amazing things long as you can keep your inner strength tuned.
hehehe in any phyco babble case i do like the picture also the gift picture its all soo very cute ^^ like kittens pouncing one another.
hehehe in any phyco babble case i do like the picture also the gift picture its all soo very cute ^^ like kittens pouncing one another.
Sounds pretty well-said to me, love. Don't have to be TG to see the dichotomy of self-image vs percieved image vs perception of the self as seen by others as being a big clusterscrew generally. *grins* I likes the way you think, Mr Happy-pants.
Oh, and thank you. I've been sitting on this one and quite a few others actually for WAY too long. Need to be more active on getting things together and out there... *snofts*
Oh, and thank you. I've been sitting on this one and quite a few others actually for WAY too long. Need to be more active on getting things together and out there... *snofts*
haha my pants are never happy they are en endless sea of sorrow and misery! they weep tears of blood at every step i take for i have done things in them that would kill lesser men a mile before they have seen what has happened!!! I am the destroyer of delights and the parter of companions and my pants have seen all that i have wrout across this world as the grains of sands you call your lives trickle since the beginning of all things!
Ahem now im done with that bit of fun, it is an interesting thing to think about, personal ego and it is what pushes us to what we want to be im kinda lucky in that my ego was forged in elementary when i got picked on a lot and i pushed my self to be better than the people picking on me... okay that and that they learned that if they picked one me they had to do it from like 10 - 15 meters away or i would catch them and lay righteous vengeance on them. Anyway the point was i watched a few too many after school specials about people who let the bullies with so i forced the change and i took the much harder path of forgiveness over the easier path of vengeance. To think i could have been a completely other person if i had allowed people who bullied me for being my self to win and change who i was, Be who you should be, who you really want to be and never allow another to force a change into you that you do not want your self. Unless you know... your married to them... then you know digression is the better part of valor heh.
Ahem now im done with that bit of fun, it is an interesting thing to think about, personal ego and it is what pushes us to what we want to be im kinda lucky in that my ego was forged in elementary when i got picked on a lot and i pushed my self to be better than the people picking on me... okay that and that they learned that if they picked one me they had to do it from like 10 - 15 meters away or i would catch them and lay righteous vengeance on them. Anyway the point was i watched a few too many after school specials about people who let the bullies with so i forced the change and i took the much harder path of forgiveness over the easier path of vengeance. To think i could have been a completely other person if i had allowed people who bullied me for being my self to win and change who i was, Be who you should be, who you really want to be and never allow another to force a change into you that you do not want your self. Unless you know... your married to them... then you know digression is the better part of valor heh.
This is still so sweet to see Ashley. Its always something I wonder about, if I'm communicating my feelings to you right. When you told me you couldn't afford the drawing at that time I knew I had to produce it for you and surprise gifts are the best kind.
I'm so happy that I make you as happy as you make me Ashley.
I'm so happy that I make you as happy as you make me Ashley.
That is very sweet of you, love-pup. Though you know it's not the present which bothers me half as much as the past, mine specifically... and the parts of mine which poison my present even more specifically... and the parts involving bad things I done did even more more specifically... and the parts I done did bad things to people that I can't take back even more m- Aw fuck it....
I'm going to go get drunk. *snofts*
I'm going to go get drunk. *snofts*
*shrugs* I know what I look like, I believe it's how I look, and I gave up on doing romantic things, wether or not I do them: Same result so why waste the effort anymore with love? used to believe "Want anything hard enough, and you can have it" but time has proven, that's bull.
Hmmm...
What you look like and how you look to others may be much more different than you realize, love. Specific others may see you as something better than you ever have, maybe even as something too wonderful for them to entertain striving for... for whatever stupid reason they tell themselves so they can sleep at night. Maybe all they think they'd do is hurt you further. Maybe it's an inability to get over their own fear of being hurt. Maybe.
What you look like and how you look to others may be much more different than you realize, love. Specific others may see you as something better than you ever have, maybe even as something too wonderful for them to entertain striving for... for whatever stupid reason they tell themselves so they can sleep at night. Maybe all they think they'd do is hurt you further. Maybe it's an inability to get over their own fear of being hurt. Maybe.
These days, I truly don't care what people see me as or think of me as. I've spent far to much of my life thinking about that, trying to be what others wanted of me, thought of me, and all it has ever got me is loneliness, pain and misery.
I've lived twenty four years, nearly twenty five years now on this planet, and I've aquired many experiences, insights and grades of maturity from the trials life has thrown at me and the problems it's given me. I don't bother holding illusions either that I have a long life ahead of me, I'm going to be dead likely within ten years if that, and I've wasted far to much of my life as is.
I've lived twenty four years, nearly twenty five years now on this planet, and I've aquired many experiences, insights and grades of maturity from the trials life has thrown at me and the problems it's given me. I don't bother holding illusions either that I have a long life ahead of me, I'm going to be dead likely within ten years if that, and I've wasted far to much of my life as is.
*impassive*
Then if I may, It's good that you're confident in being you with no outside influences. I applaud that. S'a level of Maslow's hierarchy most never even aspire to, much less achieve. It mirrors more of me than I think you know.
I apologize for my curtness, if not my candor. But you may never know how I see you, love. And sometimes I wish I could make that happen so much it's embarrassing.
Then if I may, It's good that you're confident in being you with no outside influences. I applaud that. S'a level of Maslow's hierarchy most never even aspire to, much less achieve. It mirrors more of me than I think you know.
I apologize for my curtness, if not my candor. But you may never know how I see you, love. And sometimes I wish I could make that happen so much it's embarrassing.
We all make choices in life Ash, you made yours, I have to make mine. *laughs* Must admit in ways I still envy 'your man' as you've called him before... I spent years doing everything I could, enduring everything I could, being there when ever I could... always to little in some light or another.. he showed up and bam, hehe.
It's ironic how that's how most if not all of my life has gone, I try as hard as I can, work as hard as I can and put all I am into what I do and am: Someone else always does better with little to no effort.
Ah well, as they say, each day ahead of us is unknown, and the days gone past hold no value, live each day as it happens: It's called the Present for a reason.. bout time I just lived life, enjoyed what I can, and let what will be; be.
It's ironic how that's how most if not all of my life has gone, I try as hard as I can, work as hard as I can and put all I am into what I do and am: Someone else always does better with little to no effort.
Ah well, as they say, each day ahead of us is unknown, and the days gone past hold no value, live each day as it happens: It's called the Present for a reason.. bout time I just lived life, enjoyed what I can, and let what will be; be.
I'd thought that's what you'd been doing for a time, love... Just... living your life for yourself, so to speak... though your word choice indicates I've been wrong yet again for quite some time.
I wish I could just sit down and talk with you about so many things, love. More than I know you've ever believed. Everything you say here just reinforces that- both my genuine desire to explain so much and the point that stabs me as it should that I don't believe you've ever understood.
Not to mention, though I don't think it's occurred to you, How do you think I see Dylan?
This really isn't the forum for this level of conversation, love. You have my phone number, I know that. I'm sorry, Xander. I'm very sorry.
I wish I could just sit down and talk with you about so many things, love. More than I know you've ever believed. Everything you say here just reinforces that- both my genuine desire to explain so much and the point that stabs me as it should that I don't believe you've ever understood.
Not to mention, though I don't think it's occurred to you, How do you think I see Dylan?
This really isn't the forum for this level of conversation, love. You have my phone number, I know that. I'm sorry, Xander. I'm very sorry.
This, a million times over. What a paradox, guys who believe they are "good guys" are losers, guys who think they are "losers" are the real good guys. **narrows eyes** Then their are the slimes who are deceptive... they SAY they are losers, act like good guys, then turn out to be lower than scum under our shoes after betraying us and tearing us apart bit by bit. **clears throat** Ahem, sorry, I guess my last break-up is still bugging me.
*squeezes handses* I'm sorry love. I've been pretty concerned over what I've seen on that, but I wasn't sure on if I should broach the subject... I'm glad you enjoyed the artses, but... I'm sorry for the way some people have treated wonderful folkes like you. *pets* You don't deserve that.
OHH buttered bedspreads??? sounds fun, like when I tried to be sexy and wrapped my bed in plastic wrap and be and someone I was dating covered outselves in cooking oil, like it was going to be something amazing like in porn but instead I slid right off and twisted my ankle like a tard............ btw just HOW DO YEW stay on a buttered bedspread, bolting handlebars on the headboard or bungee cordson each corner and just grab wat ever is closer?
Vikinig gone soft... Well, this brings to mind many different characters from my history with video games... *gesticulates* E'rbody from World Heros' Eric, The titular Asterix... *head tilts* 'Asterisk'? .... *shrugs*, those lovely chaps from "The Lost Vikings".... Adorable lads, all.
I still adore this. Also impressive how spot on you are with expressions and mannerisms, like in the third panel, you always do that cute little frown when you're just waking up or thinking about something, hehe. and Jami always gets that happy little smile when you come into the room too. I love how good he is to you.
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