"With black birds following me I`m digging out my grave. They close in, swallowing me. The pain, it comes in waves. I`m getting back what I gave"
- Linkin Park. Blackbirds. Youtube

Well, this is an allegory of the song, with a REAL emotional discharge in it, everything is as it is becouse of something, the colors, the birds, the smile, the pose. Everything.

I really hope somebody else than me can get how I feel from this, and what is it that makes me feel it.