Well, I've been pretty down these couple of months, eversince 2012 started... had trouble with my work focus, which I end up resigning after 5 months, trouble with friends and family even relationship... and of course school... I'm also having a hard time to do things for myself even drawing :(

I've been crying for alot of times and the only place I can find peace was at the pool... wearing my goggles, I calmly submerge myself on the pool and stare at the water's ripples... all blue and seems peaceful... if only I can breathe longer... and stay as long as I want... :(

so this is a short piece on how I felt in the pool...