The Thirst From Drowning

This is probably the first poem I wrote that really said what I felt.
I wrote this on (EDIT:) August 17, 2011.
This is my first submission in FurAffinity. This is also the first poem I shared to somebody from outside my family.
Alright. Here we go!

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Being left to die in a desert of my own thought
Dying from exhaustion
Dying from thirst for answers
Dying from the heat I get from the sun that makes the desert hot
 
Being left to drown in a sea of self-resentment
Drowning from wishes to die
Drowning from hurting myself
Drowning from not allowing myself any pleasure in life
 
Being left to wish for death when you leave me alone to continue to live.