Well, I am officially applied for a trucking school/company, and will be going by bus to Southern California to their school in about a week to get started! I still need to go to the SSI facility in the city this Monday, and get a new Social Security Card, cuz I lost mine several years ago. And then, I will be quitting my current job, probably this Wednesday.


I AM SO FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW!!!


I’m really excited to be actually doing this, and I am REALLY looking forward to eventually operating my own truck! And the thought of all I’ll be able to do and see while trucking… OMG!!!


But at the same time, I’m absolutely terrified! I’m not usually the one to fail at schooling, but if I do for some reason fail, I will be sent home, and be in debt, and jobless. OMG!!!


Also, when I DO pass my test, and start driving, my ENTIRE life will be changed! My Living conditions, my habits, my diet, EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And THEN I’m afraid of menuvering those huge trucks and trailers! I have seen the results of operators’ errors, and I’ve heard some trucker horror stories that are making me quite nervous to say the least!


OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGWHATAMIGETTINGMYSELFINTO!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!