Alright so this off what I've been calling the "DEMO TEST" Done %100 free and straight from our own musical equipment (amps/instruments and such). For me the mix is not perfect. Want to re-work some of it but it was free so and fun to do so I'm not complaining.

Umm so I got a 4 track demo done with an electric version extra of one of the acoustic songs as well as a "making off/behind" the scenes dvd.. pretty cool cept I'm ultimatly fidgety in my "interview" (otherwise know as interupting me warming up..)

Title: I don't plan to win (Title tentative only) lyrics are in their pure form and not disjointed and repeated as in the song...

i don't plan to win at this game
where the losers die bloody by the express lanes
just roadkill to the rat race
and if you find yourself running you've already lost

not to mention lost sight of what we're here to be
or was there ever a purpose to begin with?
cuz the questions don't stop
and the further i go
the further away i find any sense of certainty

the only thing that's certain is how lost i am
and the only person i know is inside my head
asking these endless, senseless questions
that i so desperately need to escape and disregard

so no, i plan to finish dead last
in a race where success is measured by the people you leave in ruin

and the last question i have seems simple before i ask
why?
i don't expect the answer in a message in a bottle
but it might hold a weakness that can help me forget i know, forget i ever cared

and if i can forget for long enough
maybe i can join the race and forget i ever hated the design
to sink to ignorance and find peace in the fade
or drown in despond and make peace with a blade

is this facade shining apathy convincing of late?