I haven't been posting recently and it hurts to have my piece be nothing but vent art. The only thing that I am happy with about this is that my skill in anatomy and shading is slowly getting better. But...... (Warning venting below)


I have been in a horrible state as of late. Things haven't been working out at all and it is causing me a lot of pain. Almost to the point where I can't even remember the good parts of my first vacation back home in over a year. I feel like nothing is fun anymore. I walk around looking at the ground and feel nothing, just letting the world pass by me. I can't really complain. Compared to some people I don't have it hard at all. I just wish there was a way to make this pain go away. My heart really hurts right now and all I want to do is sleep. Sleep and not even dream, because right now it feels like I have none......