If you can hear me now, why don't you recall?.. I was the one who cared, after all...

I feel like total shit.. Break down after break down.. Lack of motivation.. Listening to depressing songs.. And then I can barely sleep. I toss and turn all night.. So far crying myself to sleep is the only way.. I can't stand life any more.. I can't stand anything any more..

I just feel like maybe if I completely threw away my entire self and became someone different, maybe I'd be liked more.. Everyone wants me to change anyways.. I'm not good enough or I'm not enough of a slut for people to like me..

I just want to curl up in a ball in the darkest part of the world and cry til I'm so dehydrated that I just die of it...

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Didn't add her butt spots cuz it didn't look right.. whatever..
Referenced some random image on google.. not that it matters...
Lyrics © Ellie Goulding and Skrillex
Art and Character © iSinMuffin