I may not be able to visibly see you or even speak to you , i remember seeing you laying on that hospital bed not able to speak not able to move but you could still hear , i didn't want to say anything otherwise i would cry so i said i loved you then i left not even thinking that was the last time i would ever see you , after that i tried not to show any sadness so i didn't cry and i didn't complain i didn't want to be a bother to anyone and today still i don't cry.

No matter how scared i am , i will see you again no matter how long that may be :(

sorry if this has bad quality my webcam is playing up lately :/