*nuzzles* I'm here for ya hun never forget that.

"Here". *looks around* Lies. >:(

I'm working on it remember?

But fine if ya don't wanna believe me...

*taps foot impatiently*

Dammit, get your ass over here already.

I'm working on it!!

Be paitence silly butt!

Patience isn't exactly my strong point. >.<

I can tell *hugs*

I'ma go smoke a bowl. lol

kk have fun

I'm still high... this shit is better than I thought. XD

X3

we all need help, but in reality, the only one that can truly help you is yourself

i have always been alone, when i finally found someone i could give my love to, i was pissed on after 5 years of dedication... i told myself i would never allow myself to give a man that much power over me... i fought it for a while but this guy won my heart... luckily for me he got over me and is now trying to convince me that i shouldnt love him so much, and unfortunately, he is right

its all shit, the only person you need to look out for is yourself, no one is going to help you with that, if you dont fight for yourself, youre going to lose, its safe to say i dont know you, your photo just happen to catch my eye at near 5am on some furry art site, but if youve been on this earth for 22 years, then that must mean youre willing to fight

life sucks, and to be honest with a complete stranger, ive never wanted to blow my brains out more in my life then right now, but im destined for more then that, anyone with half a creative mind is, and we all have to fight hard for what we will become

It all starts with the realization that change is needed. I just wish I knew what changed that fucked me up so bad. I used to be a happier person. Idk where I went wrong.
Btw, thanks.

Not all your friends forgot about you... I sure as hell didn't.

You sure seemed to....

Hun,I know I may not be on here as much as I used to. And I am sorry for that. I am here for you whenever. And if I don't respond immediately, I will as soon as I possibly can. I have said it before and I will say it again, I truly love you and wish the best for you...even if you are miles away and not in my arms.

Inbox me. I'll give you my number.

*hugs* I'm here if you want to talk

I rarely get on here, though.
Maybe I should change that.....

Hey handsome, I hate that your life is hard, I've been an awful friend, but I'm here.

You are still the only friend I've met via internet that has sent me anything. You're allowed to be left to your own devices, lol.
Text me. (lost your number... long story)

I am here for you Bonesy <3

But you're not here. :/

I know Bonesy. If I could, I would be :/

Yeah.... my irl friends disappeared. :/

T_T then they don't deserve your friendship

Meh.... only friend I need is mary jane. ^_^

Wish I had something useful or helpful to say. Can say we're here for you (as others have pointed) but I imagine what you mean is someone who is physically there for you.

The realisation that you need help or that you've become a person you don't like to be is a good step. All I can say from there is that maybe it would not be a bad idea to see if you can start a clean slate without the taint and weight of the past.

Your comments are always appreciated. And yes, you caught on to the 'alone' bit more clearly than others. All I ever seem to be able to do is rant. I plan on moving out of state as soon as possible because this place has too many bad memories attached to it and not enough good. This being said, the only thing I'd miss are my friends, who all seem to have forgotten about me anyway.

I fucking hate depression, but it seems to love me. >.<

That's probably a good idea, moving out, by the sounds of it. I don't encourage putting masks (unless they are gasmasks :-P) but sometimes a new social circle is a good opportunity to adopt, or at least project a different, better side of yourself. Doesn't mean you have to change yourself, but leaving the baggage behind and go in fresh with what you've learned.

Sucks to hear about your friends. There might be those who do care but can't show or just somehow your paths don't cross. Otherwise, you might be better off without them. I hate to admit it but sometimes, friends do come and go.

Depression sucks tho, yeah. I seem to be on the bipolar side of things but the end result is the same. Just, having something to look forward to and plan out can help a bit and hope your plans to move work out for you.

Everyone has that dark period in their life. I just seem to be stuck in mine atm.... I might start hopping trains when the weather warms up. lol

Sounds like a plan. And Dark periods can last quite some time. Not sure what else to say really. Just hope you manage to get out of it soon.

I've got a fever and the only prescription is more marijuana.

Hahaha

Not that I am disapproving but speaking from experience, it can sometimes worsen the depression. Could be a good idea to be mindful of how much you smoke.

Not when it's kush. lmao

I hate sounding clueless but, kush?

Good weed. XD

Right! Shoulda guessed :P

mrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Meh? o.o

contribution, cheer, ...

I have contracted the confusion. >.<

is it creepy that i feel like you could be my boyfriend's non-identical but very similar looking, misplaced twin??? idk maybe im on crack...

I like crack, I mean crazy.
Idk... I am the only blonde haired, blue eyed one in my immediate family. lol

ALSO! if you need a friend im here! my skype is Ashmiekinz :3

No access to skype. ;_;

I wish it was easier to talk to you..

It's hard to talk to me? ?_?

Aye, for me it is.

Especially when my phone service ends. lol

Indeed. Hope you had a good holiday.

aww I just read your artists comment, that is so sad :< *offers hug*

Yeah, life keeps me down a lot.

if it makes you feel any better, its the same for me as well.