This is a literal opencanvas sketch, that, in my dissolution, my inoccupation to finish things adminst my depression, has caused me, artistically and flamboyantly, to take the picture, color over it then to create a composition of a sketch colored over to reveal feelings of chaos and sadness merging with dark and light to create, with the fact this'll be never finished, it shows how a artist, a worker, feels lethargy, inability to finish what he start, but then with a final push, we're left with a battle scene adminst the emotions.

It's also my frustration with how I see desperate pictures, visions in my mind, but feel incomplete, unable to complete them, so I throw over this image a splash of color to enhance that which won't be ever finished, but shows for me and watchers how the depression molts lethargy, unkindness and unfaith, the deepest darkest emotions imaginable, insanity at best.

And yes, it is very ugly, it is not beautiful, but art is not meant to be always appealing. It is meant to show and express the emotions at a untangible place not always pleasing to the mind. It is meant to convey my exact mental state, my emotions, my untangability and my surprise, my unfaith in mankind and my emotions and my fear of things. It shows everything. Dramatically shown in a racial pic of my soul.