I haven't been feeling in tip-top shape recently. Rather depressed actually. And here I still do not understand just how my drawings can look so happy yet I am frequently in a state of depression. It's not that things dealing with online communities are responsible for this, it's things that happen to myself in reality. Yet something gets scewed and my emotions expressed through my drawings is what I want to feel like yet I am unlikely to even approach the desired feeling. Maybe I'm just mentally ill from being congested in my own home for so many years.