I asked...begged for you to be there for me, my best friend...my mate. But you cannot set aside your pain to hold me and help me figure out my life...and the shit that goes with it......You just simply couldn't be there for me. Left me sitting here flailing about, sobbing.. Alone. Why? I'd drop everything to help you through something like this...weather it meant the end or not.

Hoping for a better year...