
just because a bunch of folks were doing it and we all know that doing what the popular people are doing makes you popular instantly.
Little about myself not that you care :p
Little about myself not that you care :p
Category All / General Furry Art
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 842 x 728px
File Size 217.4 kB
No Im doing it with...microsoft paint...its all I have and Im useing Elm Death pic with thecolors inverted to negative. It looks good, just cant figure out how to change the font yet, but i can change the colors...And this computer cant convert to a format accepted by FA. So Ill have to e-mail it to myself and upload it from another computer. Or have someone convert it for me.
one of my therapists actually told me I was really messed up. Self esteem issues and all that. I hate myself, I hate everyone else, I want to be loved by those I hate but still love them back. I hate everything I do even when I do things out of love. I want to be this but I hate that and I want to be that but I hate this. And every once in awhile I find myself almost eager to talk about how messed up I really am...
*hugs* Heh it happens to some people. They get the short straw emotinally, and are left to fend for themselves in a world that doesn't care. The best way i've found to deal with things like this are to get friends, good friends that wouldn't mind your ranting and raving and will stand by you. There rare though, some of my best friends the ones i would put my life on the line i'm most likely not to see, odd isn't it? Some would probably say thats messed up, even me in some cases.
Though it really only matters is how you feel, i'm sure you've heard that but it's true. So what if you messed up? Do what you want, sometimes you have to make yourself happy and do what you want even if most people consider it odd. I'm not saying that really understand what your going through, i'm just that i can understand how it feels to not like yourself and feel your not right.
Though it really only matters is how you feel, i'm sure you've heard that but it's true. So what if you messed up? Do what you want, sometimes you have to make yourself happy and do what you want even if most people consider it odd. I'm not saying that really understand what your going through, i'm just that i can understand how it feels to not like yourself and feel your not right.
lol I know that one cause I have that problem too. relaxing for the fact of being creative, stressing to make that image look the way that mind twists it to be and it never quite looks right. *pounces and entangles with a blanket to make helpless of the patches* there all cumfy and and helpless merry christmas *swats and falls over asleep*
stress when I have a deadline or I want to draw but for some reason I don't feel like it at the moment or when I want something to look a certain way and can't get it to go right. Its art its stressful and relaxing, love and hate kinda thing but I'll never stop doing it
Creation special!!
Patches was created first to be a carefree goof off character that I could just be silly with. Over time he developed a deeper personality and could switch between being serious silly freely. Patches is based off my own personality (but he's much braver then I am) and the traditional kitsune personality.
Eve was based off a group of women from my life, my Sister, my first girlfriend (Who I'm still good friends with) a girl I had a crush on for years and my own personality. Eve was supposed to be the shy bashful girl that always wanted to help and be friendly, more like what I wanted myself to be like.
Patches was created first to be a carefree goof off character that I could just be silly with. Over time he developed a deeper personality and could switch between being serious silly freely. Patches is based off my own personality (but he's much braver then I am) and the traditional kitsune personality.
Eve was based off a group of women from my life, my Sister, my first girlfriend (Who I'm still good friends with) a girl I had a crush on for years and my own personality. Eve was supposed to be the shy bashful girl that always wanted to help and be friendly, more like what I wanted myself to be like.
ow come on therapists i dont like them i was send to 2 in my life and they messed up with me and the way i am >.> i mean the 1. one wanted that shouldn't hang out with so much girls (i was 8) because it would have 'bad effects' on me. It now helps me a lot and the 2nd time because i was too much of a punk and that it was no good that I've now my hair black and only wear black. I mean its my lifestyle and i chose how i want to look so that to therapists now to you
I just like you and i think in many ways the same thing like you^^i think >.> for example with the hurting people who care for me or i also say things i shoudnt etc oh and i hate my self to and my computer is named Hildegard^^
I just like you and i think in many ways the same thing like you^^i think >.> for example with the hurting people who care for me or i also say things i shoudnt etc oh and i hate my self to and my computer is named Hildegard^^
This is kinda trippy looking at it for the first time! See things from a positive and negative light. Even have a happy and sad Patches on the bottom to show it. Don't worry about the lazy part, happens to all of us. But I also noticed you have a tiny penis written in tiny print.
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