Poject Unbreakable Keeping a secret (no more)
First off... I want to link this : http://projectunbreakable.tumblr.com/ This is something truly amazing all I ask is that you check it out.
Secondly this is part of my 100 theme challenge as Keeping a secret
Finally.. Yes. I was raped two years ago. I won't go into details. I'm still struggling to push through and I have a lot of issues because of it. I want to be me again.. I mean. I have good days... but there is always the lingering memories... and this.. is me trying to let them go. A friend told me that... perhaps.. the one way to let go of bad memories.. is to replace them with many more happy memories. I am trying. Slowly.. I am becoming free. And After Two years... I am comfortable with stepping out of the shadows and the grip of it holding me back and throwing myself into the light enough to say it. I was raped. And I am going to beat the feelings that press down on me because of it. And I want to let other's know.. You are NOT alone. You CAN push through. It's hard.. It is so hard.. but You CAN do it.
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Secondly this is part of my 100 theme challenge as Keeping a secret
Finally.. Yes. I was raped two years ago. I won't go into details. I'm still struggling to push through and I have a lot of issues because of it. I want to be me again.. I mean. I have good days... but there is always the lingering memories... and this.. is me trying to let them go. A friend told me that... perhaps.. the one way to let go of bad memories.. is to replace them with many more happy memories. I am trying. Slowly.. I am becoming free. And After Two years... I am comfortable with stepping out of the shadows and the grip of it holding me back and throwing myself into the light enough to say it. I was raped. And I am going to beat the feelings that press down on me because of it. And I want to let other's know.. You are NOT alone. You CAN push through. It's hard.. It is so hard.. but You CAN do it.
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FEU GIVE HER ANOTHER HUG FOR ME
Im happy that your getting more stronger as the days go by. And im grateful for Feu to be at your side though all this. Rape is a horrible thing and no one should have to go through it. I still have troubles with sexual stuff cause of it. But I know that its in the past and what matters the most is now. Its gift to here now. Thats why they call it the present.
You know that Im here for you. I may not be able to give you hugs cause Im miles away but I can offer words of encouragement and love for you <3 I love you sweetie <3
This piece is wonderful, I love how strong the words are in the background. They carry alot of emotion and meaning behind them. You did a great job drawing it <3 Keep up the great artwork sweetie. Your getting better everyday and I love see how much you grow ~
Im happy that your getting more stronger as the days go by. And im grateful for Feu to be at your side though all this. Rape is a horrible thing and no one should have to go through it. I still have troubles with sexual stuff cause of it. But I know that its in the past and what matters the most is now. Its gift to here now. Thats why they call it the present.
You know that Im here for you. I may not be able to give you hugs cause Im miles away but I can offer words of encouragement and love for you <3 I love you sweetie <3
This piece is wonderful, I love how strong the words are in the background. They carry alot of emotion and meaning behind them. You did a great job drawing it <3 Keep up the great artwork sweetie. Your getting better everyday and I love see how much you grow ~
*hugs* welll... ummm... I guess here is to making happy memories then, I mean we might be seeing a lot of each other cause of Shushi, but I hope I can help you make a lot of good memories >//w//<
if you want I'll add you to skype so maybe we can get to know each other better >w>
if you want I'll add you to skype so maybe we can get to know each other better >w>
I will not bother you with my sad story but you are not alone either. I am proud of you (even though we don't know each other very well) I am proud of you for being willing to come out and fight the shadows of the past and bring new light into your life. That is what truely makes life worth living and pushing foreword.
Now that I think about it, I have a friend who was molested.
I didn't find out till a few years after I knew her. It sickens me to know that people are this sick and petty that they have to put others down and forcefully get it from someone inorder to feel like they are "the bigger party" then to follow it up with threats on their life, or their family's live's.
Its even pettier when their friends and family don't show support.
I think that is the main cause of some of the suisides. The family and friends saying horrific shit that just drives them deeper into the spiral of depression.
Its amazing to see the power that you, and many other's are showing by speaking out.
sorry if comment seemed a little rambling >.<
I didn't find out till a few years after I knew her. It sickens me to know that people are this sick and petty that they have to put others down and forcefully get it from someone inorder to feel like they are "the bigger party" then to follow it up with threats on their life, or their family's live's.
Its even pettier when their friends and family don't show support.
I think that is the main cause of some of the suisides. The family and friends saying horrific shit that just drives them deeper into the spiral of depression.
Its amazing to see the power that you, and many other's are showing by speaking out.
sorry if comment seemed a little rambling >.<
No. It's alright. It's nice to see people getting angry about this. It's something people should be angry about! We need to bring it to light and tell our attackers (not really face to face.. but just. scream it to open air..sorta <3 ) that what they did is NOT going to control our lives forever. That we WILL break free of their shadow and spread our own wings, find our path, and soar.
That is the best thing you can do! If you let what they did control you, they are winning. They do not want to see you happy, and by seeing just that, they know they have lost.
Keep on fighting! No matter what they, or anyone says, you ARE better than what they said, and are worth so much more to those who care!
Keep on fighting! No matter what they, or anyone says, you ARE better than what they said, and are worth so much more to those who care!
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