maybe it's better for you now, but i feel like i was pushed into something that wasn't what i felt or wanted in order to make you feel better

like i was punished for loving you

like i had to be put down so that you could be free

i guess that makes sense after what i did to you

i hope you understand that i can't be around you for a while even though that is literally killing me

i hope some day this gets fixed because there's no reaching me in this place

i hope you're okay