Right now... I don't feel that well again. I am afraid, that if I do this last step I will fall instead of growing wings and fly.
Somehow... it feels like this more often the last weeks...

Maybe I'm not made for opening up my heart and letting someone in. I'm really just afraid of getting hurt again. Somehow it felt better for me, when I was lonely, without friends, just my husband.

I have no idea what to do now, and what my next step will be.
Maybe I should just stop thinking, what would happen when I do this last step and try to fly. ...


Sorry for this emotional picture. But I had to do at least something to release a little bit of these emotions.

Inspiring Music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQmlzOW-CLY