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To be honist I have been feeling very down latly , Crying when no one is looking , trying to hold back my tear's.
I feel everything I wanted in life is not going to happen .
1 , My oldest brother , he ment alot to me when I was younger , he is now an asshole , all because he moved abroad and make more money , he has been nothing but a disapointment , not even saying happy birthday to me since I was a kid , but he says it to everyone eles , not even speeking to me when I try to speek to him , and now he has said to my mum , not me that he will not even be doing to my wedding, I don't care about money, I care about the person .
2: My artwork , I want to be a great artist who can live on her art , I want to be able to draw happily and have no problems with it , now my art is getting worse not better and I havnt got the drive
3: Being called fat everyday , I know it's stupid but when you have been bullied everyday of your life everywhere you have ever gone , hearing it from your own mother is like a stab to the heart , even more so when they say " you don't know how horrible you look" ...I know she didn't realize what she says , she isnt a bad mother , but It kills me even more . It's hard to beleive one person who call's you pretty when everyone else say's otherwise , worst part is I can not go and talk to her alone , every time I do a particular person walk's in , so I can not even say a word , she is most likly reading this , so please stop walking in and lieing on the bed every time I speak to my mother.
4:everyone find's me annoying after a while , when I say everyone I mean everyone . those who don't find me annoying haven't spent that much time with me , that's why I don't want to be around people for long .
anyway I have to go , or I will be late to meet Narric
Sorry guys , I know you don't want to liston to this shit .
I feel everything I wanted in life is not going to happen .
1 , My oldest brother , he ment alot to me when I was younger , he is now an asshole , all because he moved abroad and make more money , he has been nothing but a disapointment , not even saying happy birthday to me since I was a kid , but he says it to everyone eles , not even speeking to me when I try to speek to him , and now he has said to my mum , not me that he will not even be doing to my wedding, I don't care about money, I care about the person .
2: My artwork , I want to be a great artist who can live on her art , I want to be able to draw happily and have no problems with it , now my art is getting worse not better and I havnt got the drive
3: Being called fat everyday , I know it's stupid but when you have been bullied everyday of your life everywhere you have ever gone , hearing it from your own mother is like a stab to the heart , even more so when they say " you don't know how horrible you look" ...I know she didn't realize what she says , she isnt a bad mother , but It kills me even more . It's hard to beleive one person who call's you pretty when everyone else say's otherwise , worst part is I can not go and talk to her alone , every time I do a particular person walk's in , so I can not even say a word , she is most likly reading this , so please stop walking in and lieing on the bed every time I speak to my mother.
4:everyone find's me annoying after a while , when I say everyone I mean everyone . those who don't find me annoying haven't spent that much time with me , that's why I don't want to be around people for long .
anyway I have to go , or I will be late to meet Narric
Sorry guys , I know you don't want to liston to this shit .
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*hugs* your art isnt getting worse at all! its all amazing!
Try not to let people get you down... I have been bullied too, had hurtful things said to me by some of the people I love... Sometimes they just dont realise just how hurtful these things can be, so the only thing to do is ignore it... I know that sounds stupid and almost impossible but all you can do is try and focus on the positives people say to you :3 like this for example: You rock and are a beautiful person!
And the annoying statement is pure sillyness! Neither Seph or I find you annoying in the slightest. And Narric loves you, Surely a dragons love counts for something?
If you need to rant any more Ill be here to listen :3
Try not to let people get you down... I have been bullied too, had hurtful things said to me by some of the people I love... Sometimes they just dont realise just how hurtful these things can be, so the only thing to do is ignore it... I know that sounds stupid and almost impossible but all you can do is try and focus on the positives people say to you :3 like this for example: You rock and are a beautiful person!
And the annoying statement is pure sillyness! Neither Seph or I find you annoying in the slightest. And Narric loves you, Surely a dragons love counts for something?
If you need to rant any more Ill be here to listen :3
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