"And as you move on
remember me.
Remember us
and all we use to be."

You know, I truly envy those who can just turn off their feelings and forget about the people in their lives they once cared about. Like hitting a switch *click* and that's the end. I imagine life must be so much less complicated this way, and probably about a million times less painful. I've never really been that fortunate when it comes to getting the upper hand in things, and I'm no exception to this. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I know how pointless it all is, I just can't seem to forget this one person who I once called "my best friend" for 7 years. Our friendship had been mutilated, and is way to far gone to repair. She's changed, I've changed, lethal mistakes were made on both our parts, and we haven't spoken in over a year. And still, I can't help but miss her and the friendship we use to have, before things went awry. And now there is nothing left, aside from to move on and forget each other. Except I can't just forget, because despite all the horrible things that were said and done, despite all that's changed, I never stopped caring about her. And I feel completely and utterly stupid for it.