Solitude for a Long-Lost Happiness
"I only wish for true, unconditional happiness. I'd rather be the happiest dragon than to be the best dragon for any aspect even if I happen to reach being the best at something after originally wanting to top everyone out. I have a good heart, but I am terribly misunderstood. I only want to help others in any perceived way possible, even if it's indirect. If anyone it out there to reach me, I want to reach for the stars for everyone. Even if I am hated, I want to get stronger. Even if everyone outsmarts me, I never want to give up. And even if I couldn't go any further from my inevitable limit than other life forms...I'll still be willing to go above and beyond. I don't want to be this sad soul any more. I am at solitude for a long-lost shooting star of happiness..."
~Azure's mind speech to the celestial skies.
Took about 6 hours. Done purely in Paint Tool SAI with raw effort. No cut/paste, no Photoshop support. Here it is.
Art©RC 2013/AP MMXIII
# I skipped dinner, been socially depressed lately, hated against, been awake for 31+ hours with significant bloodshot, fairly dehydrated, exhausted, and I went on to paint this through. I am sorry everyone...
There's something that people I knew, may always have and sustain a better like than I ever could in all aspects. So much for valuing life when my social skills kill every friendship possible...I DON'T MEAN ANY HARM FOR PETE'S SAKE! I SWEAR! GEEZ! I HAVE MY DISTRESS DESPITE MY OTHER PERSONALITY QUALITIES, BUT NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO BE LEFT ALONE FOR A LONG TIME.
*end of desperate vent*
People, I still feel like leaving my social life behind. I want to be your friend, yet some of you do not help me.
UPDATE: I feel much better. Whatever happens, happens. It's only the Internet. BUT, my feelings are real, and there's always potential to meet IRL. :D
~Azure's mind speech to the celestial skies.
Took about 6 hours. Done purely in Paint Tool SAI with raw effort. No cut/paste, no Photoshop support. Here it is.
Art©RC 2013/AP MMXIII
# I skipped dinner, been socially depressed lately, hated against, been awake for 31+ hours with significant bloodshot, fairly dehydrated, exhausted, and I went on to paint this through. I am sorry everyone...
There's something that people I knew, may always have and sustain a better like than I ever could in all aspects. So much for valuing life when my social skills kill every friendship possible...I DON'T MEAN ANY HARM FOR PETE'S SAKE! I SWEAR! GEEZ! I HAVE MY DISTRESS DESPITE MY OTHER PERSONALITY QUALITIES, BUT NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO BE LEFT ALONE FOR A LONG TIME.
*end of desperate vent*
People, I still feel like leaving my social life behind. I want to be your friend, yet some of you do not help me.
UPDATE: I feel much better. Whatever happens, happens. It's only the Internet. BUT, my feelings are real, and there's always potential to meet IRL. :D
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Western Dragon
Size 1280 x 721px
File Size 143.6 kB
Such a beautiful piece, but so sad... :(
It's so sad to hear that, I'm not sure what your social qualms may be, but no one should ever be left alone like that. Our differences are what makes us human, and we should all embrace each other's quirks and differences, not detest them. I really am sorry to hear this, and I feel for you. We're probably miles apart, but if you need a friend, I'm sure there's plenty on this community who would love to be, including me.
It's so sad to hear that, I'm not sure what your social qualms may be, but no one should ever be left alone like that. Our differences are what makes us human, and we should all embrace each other's quirks and differences, not detest them. I really am sorry to hear this, and I feel for you. We're probably miles apart, but if you need a friend, I'm sure there's plenty on this community who would love to be, including me.
also my Mp3 player just started playing this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hm2U1iV4Ttk
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