this should not have taken me over 45 minutes to do.

honestly I don't know why but when I try to do X-men characters
I completely lose my passion in what I'm doing.

I can't help it and I try my damnedest not to compare myself to other
people but it makes me crazy to do something one day and love it and
then do something slightly on the same page and then it just fall to pieces.

I mean what the Hell!?

I know what I want, but it's not folding together right.

it just sux when something that usually is fun to do starts to become a chore.
I don't draw as often as I should and I shouldn't lose my patience on something
like this so fast.

I don't get it.
I simply want to draw, but when I'm trying to color something it just doesn't
always flow out the same way, I feel like I want to rush it to get it done,
if I'm sketching I can pretty much draw all day, but coloring, my max is about
2 hours and I am more then burned out for the day.

humans for some reason are really rough to do,
especially when you have this concept in mind and even when I'm basically
drawing it straight from a pre-existing image it doesn't come out the way
I'm seeing it.

it's like everything I perceive in life is reversed in my mind.....WHY?!

sorry to rant like this, but I can't figure out why the simple shit is incredibly
hard and the really hard and difficult shit can be really easy sometimes.

I don't know,
anywho, I just wanted to show you guys whats up as well as be pissed off
for a minute.


and aside from the rant the whole point of this image was to illustrate that
the original boomer from x-men basically wore the same outfit as Rogue
yet they were never seen together wearing those uniforms.
just found that to be interesting and then I lost my patience.

well, anywho,
sorry about the mess.