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No artists willing to draw me?
15 years ago
I think someone's going to artists and telling them not to draw me. I don't know for sure, but I have good reason to believe so. Well, whoever it is, I have something to tell them, and they won't like it.
Is this your game? Getting buddy buddy with artist types and then after you're their friend, using your charisma to blackmail people into doing whatever you want or else you tell artists not to draw them?
If so, I hope you get blacklisted from using the internet and have no ISP that is willing to let you back on the internet, and that this continues happening to you until you yield your coercive power and motivation.
Is this your game? Getting buddy buddy with artist types and then after you're their friend, using your charisma to blackmail people into doing whatever you want or else you tell artists not to draw them?
If so, I hope you get blacklisted from using the internet and have no ISP that is willing to let you back on the internet, and that this continues happening to you until you yield your coercive power and motivation.
Just a bit of advice but there are so many artists in the fandom that nobody could ever persuade them all to stop accepting commissions from a specific person. You may have heard of the Allan drama, before Allan cleaned up his act somewhat he was still able to get commissions from artists who hadn't heard anything about the controversy surrounding him.
So I highly doubt anybody is going around telling people not to draw you, even if someone did, they wouldn't be able to contact every single artist in the fandom. I don't know what your reputation as a client is or how you're approaching artists but do bear in mind that artists may be busy and thus may not have time to take on your commission, many artists either do art as a sideline on top of a standard job or outside of their educational hours so they often can't take every bit of work they get offered(especially the really popular ones) simply because they don't have time. (This is presuming you're offering to pay for work, if you're looking for free work then that might contribute to not being able to find artists willing to do the work).
Personally, I suspect that you may be putting them off inadvertently, taking a look at posts from your livejournal and your FA journal? Well you tend to come off as somewhat self centered, self pitying (it's hard to feel sorry for someone who is already wallowing in self pity) and you seem to expect things because you "deserve" them without having actually worked for them.
Attention is not something you get by complaining or passively moving through the world, it needs networking, time spent on getting to know others and interest in other people. I have seen very little positive interest in others from you in your posts on your livejournal and on FA, interest in political situations yes, interest in actual people and their problems? Not so much. What few indications of you having an neutral or positive interest in others are drown out by the amount of posts where you are complaining about someone, writing negative things about others, complaining about your life, posting paranoia, or otherwise coming off as lacking in the social skills department.
I think you need to re-evaluate what you want out of life and think about what you need to do in order to receive it, because expecting it to be given to you because you "deserve" it will not work. Perhaps you might want to consider seeing a professional psychologist who could perhaps help you with your social difficulties.
Effort yields nothing if it's not directed right.
Plus your idea of working your ass off and others ideas of hard work might not be the same.
Not to mention effort doesn't automatically entitle one to a return.
The world wants nothing from you, in general the world is largely indifferent to most people.
Also Palshife is the name of the rebel planet in Escape Velocity it's not the name of anyone of whose existence I am aware.