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10 years ago
Hey my loves, I’ve missed you dearly and as much as I hate to admit it I haven’t been doing very well and I need your help. I’m doing commissions on paypal and or on my patreon page to pay for my medications that I need to keep me going and rent to stay in my new supportive and loving home while I work towards recovery. I do swf and nsfw I dont do gore, violence, rape, mechs ect. and I do ocs and non of any fandom
It is because of all your love and support that I have the strength to get up each day and because of all you do for me I want you to know who I am and the impact you’ve had on me.
As some of you know I have insomnia, but unfortunately that’s not my only problem. I suffer from extreme anxiety, PTSD and bipolar depression, that has affected me deeply for most if not all of my life. I came from a verbally and physically abusive very unsupportive broken home in a very small town. From a young age I was the physical and emotion punching bag as a result of my parents divorce; and the subject of ridicule by the community for one of my parents meddlesome, violent and often embarrassing tendencies. It was not long after I became depressed to the point of being suicidal and developed some self-harmful habits. Not eating, sleeping to frequently and dating toxic abusive men, two of whom physically and sexually assaulted me.
The past few years I’ve been cycling through contemplating suicide, with my dad and my little brothers whom I’ve raised like my own children being my sole reason for living. Living for their sake instead of my own, it wasn’t until the second sexual assault i felt that wouldn’t be enough anymore. It would take emotionally breaking down in front of my four year old little brother for me to work up the strength to move and get help.
So joining here became my first step. It was here I met many of you, heard your stories and learned that I was not alone. You allowed me to express myself and share parts of myself with you in ways I’ve been denied my whole life. I want to become strong, to express, and live for the sake of myself. To be a person who inspires and creates things that inspire like so many of you have inspired me. Every like, and comment means the world to me and I wish each of you just how much it means to me. So now my friends as much as it pains me I must ask you for your help. If you could please reblog or shoot me a message I will be more than happy to bring your vision to life. Even a dollar or just you reading this means the world to me. Thank you my friends, thank you for everything <3
All my love
Melody
Chibi $7
little to no shading
no backgrounds
plus $3 for each additional character
Sketch and flat color $15
basic shading
plus $7 for background and/or each additional characters
busts in this style $10
Full color $25
simple background included (example used would be a $25 piece)
a more complex backgrounds will be more expensive (ex. a city, or anything very specific and detailed)
plus $10 for each additional character
busts in this style $15
i only take payment through paypal
It is because of all your love and support that I have the strength to get up each day and because of all you do for me I want you to know who I am and the impact you’ve had on me.
As some of you know I have insomnia, but unfortunately that’s not my only problem. I suffer from extreme anxiety, PTSD and bipolar depression, that has affected me deeply for most if not all of my life. I came from a verbally and physically abusive very unsupportive broken home in a very small town. From a young age I was the physical and emotion punching bag as a result of my parents divorce; and the subject of ridicule by the community for one of my parents meddlesome, violent and often embarrassing tendencies. It was not long after I became depressed to the point of being suicidal and developed some self-harmful habits. Not eating, sleeping to frequently and dating toxic abusive men, two of whom physically and sexually assaulted me.
The past few years I’ve been cycling through contemplating suicide, with my dad and my little brothers whom I’ve raised like my own children being my sole reason for living. Living for their sake instead of my own, it wasn’t until the second sexual assault i felt that wouldn’t be enough anymore. It would take emotionally breaking down in front of my four year old little brother for me to work up the strength to move and get help.
So joining here became my first step. It was here I met many of you, heard your stories and learned that I was not alone. You allowed me to express myself and share parts of myself with you in ways I’ve been denied my whole life. I want to become strong, to express, and live for the sake of myself. To be a person who inspires and creates things that inspire like so many of you have inspired me. Every like, and comment means the world to me and I wish each of you just how much it means to me. So now my friends as much as it pains me I must ask you for your help. If you could please reblog or shoot me a message I will be more than happy to bring your vision to life. Even a dollar or just you reading this means the world to me. Thank you my friends, thank you for everything <3
All my love
Melody
Chibi $7
little to no shading
no backgrounds
plus $3 for each additional character
Sketch and flat color $15
basic shading
plus $7 for background and/or each additional characters
busts in this style $10
Full color $25
simple background included (example used would be a $25 piece)
a more complex backgrounds will be more expensive (ex. a city, or anything very specific and detailed)
plus $10 for each additional character
busts in this style $15
i only take payment through paypal
