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wishlist i guess? ^^" might as well...
9 years ago
here's the account which this is from : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/wishlist/
-Step 1
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.
-Step 2
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special
-Step 3
The List
1. my biggest wish would be for my friend to come back to me... (he's not dead no worry, and i can still message him ^^" but ... it was all great he was the best thing in my life and stuff happend that he think it was a good idea to just abandon me like that... :/ and he never came to explain anything so...)
2. being loved and cared for as much as i do for people even if a lot of them doesn't always understand or see it...
3. and so being understood much better by people in general since i keep telling them i never wanna do bad things... and they find bad things in some things i might say... x_x ...
4. well... more physical things maybe, so... a new PC ^^" mine is 5-6 years old or so and used to cost around 400-500€ back then ^^" so now most games don't work >_< ... and no i don't play consols... but i'll try get myself the nintendo switch :D nintendo to me is the best consol company, pretty much the only ones i find to be worth it xD (i'll not be putting consols on my list though... or maybe at the end if i have not much ideas left we'll see xD)
5. maybe a new ocarina... i have a double ocarina (that is broken but glued it back together like 2 years ago... XD and well it still works), i use it in a little orchestra from this town, which my music teacher is in... even if it's not an "official" instrument, to them, they do accept it enough for now... i'd love to play flute, but i have trouble blowing in one... i tried... idk when i'll get to keep trying some more but for now don't have enough time for this... but anyways i'd really like to try a triple ocarina... there's also a quadruple but they're never in stick and they cost so much xD so that's not in the list either xD and i'm already having trouble with double on the high pitch part but i learn xD
6. violin lessons once i get it back from my music teacher, she'll go get it to a shop to set it up... had it for like 3 years... or 4... well i had it before i was a lindsey stirling fan, so it's really i wanted to play violin since a long while xD but when i got it, nothing was pre-set up so i had to do it and few strings broke and stuff so i left it there as it is... until now... but i'll have to learn by ear with my teacher probably, we don't have violinists around here that gives lessons xD but i kinda learned to play ocarina by ear, just someone online taught me a few basic stuff... i did the rest x'3
7. more art of my furso, of course, as would say anyone around here i guess ^^" but mainly "nsfw young-teen (cub...? my furso is supposed to be 13, so ... XD )" art... but well that's why i use inkbunny a bit more these days... but i'm taking many examples of poses and faces and stuff of a character looking similar to my furso (except he's a human character xD but so i have many SFW examples too for people who'd accept doing SFW "cub" art XD )
8. being able to play with lindsey stirling IRL... maybe it could happen in march 2017 ^w^ since i'll be going to her concert and i'll save up for VIP pass, i already got the tickets, i'll be going with my music teacher (and her daughter..) and well either my dad or her husband... that will depend on things... XD but i really love to play Take Flight it's my fav music ever for now ^w^ and damn if i could play it with her, me on ocarina x'3 ... maybe she'd be ok with it, since she likes zelda :3
9. axent wear headset... been wanting it since... well few years xD ... i mean i've been following the progression before it was released so... and also the website they sell them in.. is USA website... and it sounds a bit annoying to get it shipped to EU ... x_x ... well i have a good friend in US who wouldn't mind getting it for me and sending, if i had the money to get it... but... oh well XD ... won't be for another pretty long while...
10. and well... being less lonely... feeling less alone... before i had that friend who abandonned me... i've never had true IRL friends almost forever in my life... and you know when people says "i have no friends IRL" ? and they actually do.... x_x then how can i be taken seriously? sure i have a nice music teacher... well i can't think of anything other because it's just people i see time to time... not an actual friend that i could ask to sleep over with me... go out play and all that... enjoying time together... well that friend lives pretty far... and he came visit me around 5 times in under a year each time it cost him around 400€ for just the travelling... except the 1st time.... and well summer 2016 was the best almost 1 week time i had in my life... he finally accepted me as his bf... (he's not into guys, but it's just a person like him... is too rare for me to give up on... it was hard but i was finally happy... and he was saying that he was also happy too... eh...) so yea i'm heartbroken by that... so yea 2016 summer was the greatest even if it was much too hot during that week... but it's something i'd never be able to forget... he also came IRL to go see zootopia with me when it was out... and even once he came only for a weekend, he saw i wasn't going too well, but well it made it a little worse for me when he had to go home... because he was angry at me i guess... but that was like the 3rd time he went see me IRL so it wasn't the last time... so yea... been just feeling so alone without him... we used to cam every day and stuff he was accepting for me to stay on skype call even when sleeping (the reasons might sound weird... but i actually do feel when things happen virtually online on my PC even when i sleep... that is also one of the reasons i can very well guess a lot of things without people telling me... without me seeing them... yeaa weird stuff that is how i am xD )... so yea... being less alone again... would be a good wish for me...
well i hesitate too much in if i should put my address and stuff... so i'll not.... so just note me if you wanna know things... but if you actually do, and i will repeat this if you do send me notes and stuff... be 100% SURE that whatever IF you wanna spend money on.. that in the future you'll never regret it, that's my only condition... i've said it also to my friend multiple times... so be sure to, if you wanna gift me things, be 100% sure not to regret it ever...
and well... don't expect too much from me other than love/care and all that :/ well i spend like 90% of my time online... so i'm a very very available person to talk with, to cam, and all that... (and not mic... i don't like talking on mic... i have one but only use it to play music x'3 so it's a pretty good mic xD but not using it for talking... i even have trouble talking on phoens and all that so... >_< even to people i know IRL ... even if they're my family --" )
so anyways thanks to whoever did read anything from this and all... sorry it's very long at some parts... but i'm a very emotional person and my wishes are mainly for loving and caring stuff (the physical things are just ... because well... it's a wishlist xD usually for xmas and stuff? i guess? so... ^^" but it's never the most important to me... )
well thanks anyone who comes in here ^^" *hug alls*
-Step 1
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.
-Step 2
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special
-Step 3
The List
1. my biggest wish would be for my friend to come back to me... (he's not dead no worry, and i can still message him ^^" but ... it was all great he was the best thing in my life and stuff happend that he think it was a good idea to just abandon me like that... :/ and he never came to explain anything so...)
2. being loved and cared for as much as i do for people even if a lot of them doesn't always understand or see it...
3. and so being understood much better by people in general since i keep telling them i never wanna do bad things... and they find bad things in some things i might say... x_x ...
4. well... more physical things maybe, so... a new PC ^^" mine is 5-6 years old or so and used to cost around 400-500€ back then ^^" so now most games don't work >_< ... and no i don't play consols... but i'll try get myself the nintendo switch :D nintendo to me is the best consol company, pretty much the only ones i find to be worth it xD (i'll not be putting consols on my list though... or maybe at the end if i have not much ideas left we'll see xD)
5. maybe a new ocarina... i have a double ocarina (that is broken but glued it back together like 2 years ago... XD and well it still works), i use it in a little orchestra from this town, which my music teacher is in... even if it's not an "official" instrument, to them, they do accept it enough for now... i'd love to play flute, but i have trouble blowing in one... i tried... idk when i'll get to keep trying some more but for now don't have enough time for this... but anyways i'd really like to try a triple ocarina... there's also a quadruple but they're never in stick and they cost so much xD so that's not in the list either xD and i'm already having trouble with double on the high pitch part but i learn xD
6. violin lessons once i get it back from my music teacher, she'll go get it to a shop to set it up... had it for like 3 years... or 4... well i had it before i was a lindsey stirling fan, so it's really i wanted to play violin since a long while xD but when i got it, nothing was pre-set up so i had to do it and few strings broke and stuff so i left it there as it is... until now... but i'll have to learn by ear with my teacher probably, we don't have violinists around here that gives lessons xD but i kinda learned to play ocarina by ear, just someone online taught me a few basic stuff... i did the rest x'3
7. more art of my furso, of course, as would say anyone around here i guess ^^" but mainly "nsfw young-teen (cub...? my furso is supposed to be 13, so ... XD )" art... but well that's why i use inkbunny a bit more these days... but i'm taking many examples of poses and faces and stuff of a character looking similar to my furso (except he's a human character xD but so i have many SFW examples too for people who'd accept doing SFW "cub" art XD )
8. being able to play with lindsey stirling IRL... maybe it could happen in march 2017 ^w^ since i'll be going to her concert and i'll save up for VIP pass, i already got the tickets, i'll be going with my music teacher (and her daughter..) and well either my dad or her husband... that will depend on things... XD but i really love to play Take Flight it's my fav music ever for now ^w^ and damn if i could play it with her, me on ocarina x'3 ... maybe she'd be ok with it, since she likes zelda :3
9. axent wear headset... been wanting it since... well few years xD ... i mean i've been following the progression before it was released so... and also the website they sell them in.. is USA website... and it sounds a bit annoying to get it shipped to EU ... x_x ... well i have a good friend in US who wouldn't mind getting it for me and sending, if i had the money to get it... but... oh well XD ... won't be for another pretty long while...
10. and well... being less lonely... feeling less alone... before i had that friend who abandonned me... i've never had true IRL friends almost forever in my life... and you know when people says "i have no friends IRL" ? and they actually do.... x_x then how can i be taken seriously? sure i have a nice music teacher... well i can't think of anything other because it's just people i see time to time... not an actual friend that i could ask to sleep over with me... go out play and all that... enjoying time together... well that friend lives pretty far... and he came visit me around 5 times in under a year each time it cost him around 400€ for just the travelling... except the 1st time.... and well summer 2016 was the best almost 1 week time i had in my life... he finally accepted me as his bf... (he's not into guys, but it's just a person like him... is too rare for me to give up on... it was hard but i was finally happy... and he was saying that he was also happy too... eh...) so yea i'm heartbroken by that... so yea 2016 summer was the greatest even if it was much too hot during that week... but it's something i'd never be able to forget... he also came IRL to go see zootopia with me when it was out... and even once he came only for a weekend, he saw i wasn't going too well, but well it made it a little worse for me when he had to go home... because he was angry at me i guess... but that was like the 3rd time he went see me IRL so it wasn't the last time... so yea... been just feeling so alone without him... we used to cam every day and stuff he was accepting for me to stay on skype call even when sleeping (the reasons might sound weird... but i actually do feel when things happen virtually online on my PC even when i sleep... that is also one of the reasons i can very well guess a lot of things without people telling me... without me seeing them... yeaa weird stuff that is how i am xD )... so yea... being less alone again... would be a good wish for me...
well i hesitate too much in if i should put my address and stuff... so i'll not.... so just note me if you wanna know things... but if you actually do, and i will repeat this if you do send me notes and stuff... be 100% SURE that whatever IF you wanna spend money on.. that in the future you'll never regret it, that's my only condition... i've said it also to my friend multiple times... so be sure to, if you wanna gift me things, be 100% sure not to regret it ever...
and well... don't expect too much from me other than love/care and all that :/ well i spend like 90% of my time online... so i'm a very very available person to talk with, to cam, and all that... (and not mic... i don't like talking on mic... i have one but only use it to play music x'3 so it's a pretty good mic xD but not using it for talking... i even have trouble talking on phoens and all that so... >_< even to people i know IRL ... even if they're my family --" )
so anyways thanks to whoever did read anything from this and all... sorry it's very long at some parts... but i'm a very emotional person and my wishes are mainly for loving and caring stuff (the physical things are just ... because well... it's a wishlist xD usually for xmas and stuff? i guess? so... ^^" but it's never the most important to me... )
well thanks anyone who comes in here ^^" *hug alls*
