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It's weird when you think about it.
7 years ago
I've been thinking about a lot of stuff recently regarding me and my little side etc. I went to a BDSM party thing at the weekend my first trek into that world...well that's a lie I used to go to a BDSM munch about 13 years ago.
But it was mainly folk dressed normally talking in a pub.
This weekend it was a private event with a bunch of friends I've known for years and a bunch of proper bdsm equipment and a lot of things to hit folk with.
It was interesting to witness and just watch various friends play out various scenarios but I'm already pretty certain it's not my scene which is odd cause I always sorta assumed it was my scene so I suddenly feel weirdly displaced and kinda understand that I'm not nearly as kinky as I thought I was HAHAHA.
But it did make me think of the friends I've made over the years either from the BDSM scene or the ageplay world in general (be that babyfur, diaper lover, adult baby or whatever tags you wanna give yourself) and how all these people I've met thru the scene and how varied they are in their life experiences and jobs and suchlike but we are all brought together because of this weird one thing in common.
Like because I wanna be babied I know a lot of military personnel, folk high up in the judicial system, police and emergency response workers, a nuclear physicist, an astrophysicist, forensic scientist. And not just jobs but folk who have travelled far and wide and done some pretty incredible things. Like how amazing and weird when you think that if I didn't have this need in me to be treated like a baby I wouldn't know so many incredible people and wouldn't have had soo many incredible adventures myself or travelled quite soo far across the world to meet some of you.
That's pretty crazy when I think about that sort of stuff and how you all know my deepest fantasies and weirdest thoughts but very few of you know stuff that normal people ask first. Yeah odd... Anyway have a good Wednesday.
But it was mainly folk dressed normally talking in a pub.
This weekend it was a private event with a bunch of friends I've known for years and a bunch of proper bdsm equipment and a lot of things to hit folk with.
It was interesting to witness and just watch various friends play out various scenarios but I'm already pretty certain it's not my scene which is odd cause I always sorta assumed it was my scene so I suddenly feel weirdly displaced and kinda understand that I'm not nearly as kinky as I thought I was HAHAHA.
But it did make me think of the friends I've made over the years either from the BDSM scene or the ageplay world in general (be that babyfur, diaper lover, adult baby or whatever tags you wanna give yourself) and how all these people I've met thru the scene and how varied they are in their life experiences and jobs and suchlike but we are all brought together because of this weird one thing in common.
Like because I wanna be babied I know a lot of military personnel, folk high up in the judicial system, police and emergency response workers, a nuclear physicist, an astrophysicist, forensic scientist. And not just jobs but folk who have travelled far and wide and done some pretty incredible things. Like how amazing and weird when you think that if I didn't have this need in me to be treated like a baby I wouldn't know so many incredible people and wouldn't have had soo many incredible adventures myself or travelled quite soo far across the world to meet some of you.
That's pretty crazy when I think about that sort of stuff and how you all know my deepest fantasies and weirdest thoughts but very few of you know stuff that normal people ask first. Yeah odd... Anyway have a good Wednesday.
You said yourself, it's a lot different having something play out in your head than in real life.
after all in such partys there are always eyes and ears who see and hear everything
or maybe you just like it a bit more tamed down
Maybe cause it was quite dark and ....I don't know...I'm still trying to figure it out. It's confused me somewhat.
some things I don´t like some stuff I like there is always a new expierience for me
and I bet so is for you
The thing is if you haven´t tryed it you never can be sure what you like and what not
You see if we'd had to invade Japan's Islands it would have been a fight to the death and so many of the Allied troops would have died and the Japanese people.
So bombing the two cities put an end to a terrible bloody war that could have happened.
I mean, spanking doesn't really do anything for me, and I don't get excited by hitty implements (though a lochgelly tawse can be some fun). My interest is specifically in hypnosis and the associated headplay: control, domination, the power rush of altering someone else's reality. I wouldn't say that makes me any less kinky, just that I'm coming at it from a different angle.
I'm sure there's a lot of people out there who are into control but not pain; or protocol; or humiliation; or all kinds of power dynamics.
Umm... maybe I'm not expressing myself very clearly, but hopefully you can see what I mean.
The only humiliation is like when I was little kid being put into pampers for not staying dry.
But being programmed that way.
The other BDSM creepy to me.
I feel the comics of star is tame compared to some of the stuff I've seen..
I would go to a little Play Party where we color and do stuff like that but not to the dungeon stuff afterwards.
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IRL I do still enjoy the bdsm side of ageplay, but I have like zero interests in scary dank grubby dungeons, aggressively ugly leather outfits, and clanking chains, spikes and all the assorted stuff.
Public humiliation, spankings that leave me unable to sit, restrains ... well... okaaaaaaaay sure ... </////<
Please wrap them in blue satin ribbons and ruffles, with stern but ultimately caring disciplinarians, in brightly colored well lit spaces free of cobwebs fankyooberrymuch!
It started out with doing a rope scene. She suggested doing a hair tie before we began, and I agreed to give it a shot. When it was finished and tied off, I loved how the rope pulled my hair, even though there was some pain to it, it still felt wonderful. Fast forward a little bit and she asks about biting. I gave it a shot, not because it was a fetish of mine, but it was one of hers. After progressing from light gumming to some actual teeth, it turns out I'm also into it.
So, who knows? It might be that you didn't want to use anything there because you didn't want to play with anyone. Maybe it wasn't the gear, but the people. Maybe if your Daddy got a paddle and put you over his knee, that would be much better than someone you're not as intimately familiar with. At least, that's how I feel about a lot of things regarding BDSM. It's less about the gear and more the person using it.
I've never been to any kind of kink event, and maybe it just speaks to my personality, but i feel more content in the fantasy of it, like others above me have mentioned. I've gone through different kink stuff online like podcasts and articles and what not, and they're interesting, but I feel very solidified in what I do like, and I understand what doesn't grab my attention. It's fun to heat about stuff, but I feel like the relationship has to run really, REALLY deep for me if i were to play this way with someone else. It's just not the way I identify with these feelings, or how I practice my kinks. There are so many ways to process it. Call me a wimp, but I agree with Donney. I wouldnt be caught dead wetting myself in public and soak up the attention. It's more fun to write about. ^^;
Yeah, the world is a bery small place and people like weird stuff so if you meet people liking the same weird stuff youll meet people that are amazing and where you didnt imagi e it at first.
For the abdl kind of scene I enjoy pretending that i havent accepted the situation, so I wouldn’t act like a baby unless I was “forced” or a punishment were threatened. Things like being strapped to achanging table, having mittens put on me that i cant remove, being pacigagged are what i like. What i consider too much for me include (but not limited to) using a diaper to go number 2, or being breastfed. Referring to me as a baby, or naughty is fine.
For the bdsm/bondage kind of theme, some leather clothing for whoever involved is okay. Riding crops are fine, as well as spanking for both themes. I like rope, belts, and straps. Not huge on duct tape for myself. I actually do like more complicated gags, as well as simple ones. Corsets are cool, and types of pet play are good. Referring to me as a pet, or other kinds of talk are fun, but I can lose the mood if it goes to far down the rabbit hole for me.
Im also weird in the sense that I actually enjoy clothed play, in both scenes. Either full clothed or only a little bit. Things like a diaper and a shirt. A corset outift that does cover the chest. Skin tight suits. And I do love when both types of play are mixed. Now I simcerely apologize for this awfully long comment, and for saying things that are probably to much information. I just have never been able to express a lot of this before... Anyways the point of me wriiting this is a lot of people think that just being interested in a few aspects of a type of kink can be confusing, as you probably expected to be into the whole scene. But the reality is that our fetishes, interests and kinks can be complicated, specific, and are our own. It’s why i wouldnt like going to those kind of events, for me it’s not personalized to my imterests enough. Others like yourself seem to love going to partys and meet ups. Ill take a guess, and I’m probably completley wrong but, it seems the parts of bdsm that’d actually interest you, would be the same things that interest you from abdl of similar natures. Letting go of control, maybe light bondage, light humiliation, being naughty, and suprisingly to some; being taken care of. Once again super sorry for the unforgivably long comment.
Cuddling, kissing, fondling, rubbing, spankings, timeouts, pedestrian level bondage... yeah that's okay, but even then I'm more interested in playing with toys and doing childish stuff. My "little" side is also a "bitey thing", so unless there's the promise of Legos or other toys or a trip to someplace fun... yeeaaaah, I'm not going anywhere near a changing table and my favorite word is gonna be, "NO!" My second favorite word being, "MINE!"
It just means whoever gets to clean up my house after I finally go is going to have an interesting story.
Pretty cool thought that everyone can join in under a kink because they all like/love it
You are passing something very similar...
I am pre-scientist (studying the last months of college), and got the "theory" that at least ABDL is more alike to people that have interest in science, I mean... You do science stuff in your lab job, then I meet by instagram (now we talk in whats and face) a boy that is 2 years older than me and is studying for ingeenier chemistry, then me into biotechnology, then a friend of generation but is more deep in furry, then another scientist friend (geneticist) that is bdsm, a writer that give me some classes (because I write hehe) that is vouyerist... is wonderful the impact and how people with different jobs and at the same time related are into kinky world.
Also I get to know more my BDSM side (in fact, when ABDL and BDSM meet forms the Daddy Dom, Little Girl and its varieties) and I discover that in things like fantasy I am so perv, but taking it to reality and more deep... to sex, I am so new and I prefer to keep it far, just acting and feeling like a baby is for me, not sex (in fact, also with my "Ovaric Poliquistic Syndrome" it makes sex painful). Somehow I feel that my buds close firiend "abusse" my little side and at the same time got very impact that get annoy of myself, hating of being a woman and a Little (pass to many Budge-Purge cycles)
Is.. amazing how to discover what we are into, and more deep when there are memories and confirm with family members what really happen that make now express this fetishes.
Thanks Sammy, I have been following your art, in fact there was nothing 10 years ago in internet till I found your first art and know that ABDL is were I belong, since then... have been discovering myself.
Have you see Instagram? is amazing how the community is growing, girls like me between 19 and 35+ expressing theirselfs,boys too.
Have you consider start to post photos form Martin and you in Instagram? We will support you and in fact, since the time you got in Abdl, could be impact in that social media.