How are you folks? Been almost a year since the hastily apartment sale and moving due to violence/harassment against us.
Now there are theraphies, doctor appointments, assessments.
Unfortunately we all see that our kid autism is quite severe.
So you know, not future cute IT nerd, scientist, next Greta Thunberg, neurospicy dude, bright hairs, geekiness, conventions, hobbies etc

My kiddo might end up as those well built nonverbal adult dudes in diapers who terrorise staff/parents, elope from facilities, stim constantly, are severely mentally challenged, making those animal-like grunts and screeches.

https://youtu.be/AMSzWyTmgBg?si=mZvxu-ouTJ4biPp7

https://youtu.be/9Wx5cdjJ0Cg?si=mWQkD2K6pjVYjpaH

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZoNbREz.....lvZiFva1dolIFq

Some links with movies about severe autism. I find this a kinda terrible. Esp Ben noises from the last movie.


I know there is hope that my kid is still young but it looks bad. Really. I see how severely affected my son is (lack of any words and understanding of orders/speech) and it breaks my heart. I also see that his face might have some dysmorphic traits - it's a sign that this is serious (genes).
Also lack of support, family avoiding us, no social life. Nada. Nothing. We just can't relate to normal life.

State support is limited, you have to pay. Severely autistic adults are feared more in facilities than those who are criminally insane (I know this from first hand from mental health facility employee) due to their destructive behaviour, feral agression, restlessness and energy, noises etc.

Also the genetic testing will tell us a lot truth.

Anyway, it sucks. I'm seriously worried about future folks. It's not only about care of maybe severely disabled and demanding kid and later adult, it's also about bleak and sad life. No going out, no travels, no fun. Just endless chores and worries. Financial strain. Being unable to rest, to retire etc.

Maybe I'm panicking but I'm kinda prepared for the worst.