Life update
4 years ago
Well, I thought about leaving a small update here too! I've been more active on my twitter, generally using it more for venting but I have been also sporadically posting more fanart and stuff (currently obsessing over OW Moira&Mercy lel). - https://twitter.com/fallen_umbra
I have managed to finally pass that anatomy exam that was haunting me, and with a big grade as well. While that has somewhat boosted my confidence, along with the danube trip which i enjoyed and where i got the chance to work with so many animals, (even take blood from wild birds!), I'm still somewhat feeling like I'm extremely behind and have a lot of catching up! But I'll do my best! y_y
I've seen so many amazing things this summer, the colorful rollers and bee eaters from the danube, then went to switzerland and visted Zurich where i had the chance to see for the first time ever two snow leopards at the marvellous zoo they have there. A lot has happened and yet still I've constantly felt the looming melancholy of not being able to enjoy anything to the fullest because of....all the terrible emotional torment i've went trough before the summer. It has made me feel like i'm some ungrateful prick, really.
Even now, as my bday approaches, i fear that i will soon relieve to the fullest the mental breakdown i had last year and I feel like no matter how much I try to occupy and distract my mind, those hurtful things still manage to crawl back...but I hope i'll get by, I mean I have to.
Anyway, I'll try to post more of the stuff I draw here as well as I go, but i'll keep fanart mostly on twitter.
I hope everyone else is doing fine! ^^
I have managed to finally pass that anatomy exam that was haunting me, and with a big grade as well. While that has somewhat boosted my confidence, along with the danube trip which i enjoyed and where i got the chance to work with so many animals, (even take blood from wild birds!), I'm still somewhat feeling like I'm extremely behind and have a lot of catching up! But I'll do my best! y_y
I've seen so many amazing things this summer, the colorful rollers and bee eaters from the danube, then went to switzerland and visted Zurich where i had the chance to see for the first time ever two snow leopards at the marvellous zoo they have there. A lot has happened and yet still I've constantly felt the looming melancholy of not being able to enjoy anything to the fullest because of....all the terrible emotional torment i've went trough before the summer. It has made me feel like i'm some ungrateful prick, really.
Even now, as my bday approaches, i fear that i will soon relieve to the fullest the mental breakdown i had last year and I feel like no matter how much I try to occupy and distract my mind, those hurtful things still manage to crawl back...but I hope i'll get by, I mean I have to.
Anyway, I'll try to post more of the stuff I draw here as well as I go, but i'll keep fanart mostly on twitter.
I hope everyone else is doing fine! ^^
hey, you just started to enjoy things again, I'm sure soon the bad times will be nothing but memories anymore.