*sigh*
I'm quite happy. I'm now friends again with someone, and it feels like rock is rolled off my heart. He does not hate me..
Still, why I feel myself so lonely..
So, hm.. Lefted alone.
I don't want this..
Still I can't, or even want to talk with anyone about it.

I want him back..
More than anything else.
Fuck this shit..

I would to anything.
I'm trying to change.
I hope that someday.. I'll be with him again..

*siiigh*