Update
4 years ago
I don’t want to take up too much of your time here, but I do want to be honest, so I’ll just keep this brief. I haven’t been feeling like myself this past half of a year. For those friends of mine or folks who I haven’t responded to or just have been replying late to, just know it’s absolutely nothing personal.
I’ve been trying to find that same spark and passion I had when I first started writing for some time now, along with finding the motivation to have the same *fun* in things that I used to find great excitement in years past, but recent circumstances and recent happenings have done a good job in preventing me from getting to that point. I have faith that things will turn around for the better sooner or later, and that I’ll get back to my old self — might take a while, but there’s a good possibility that I’ll kick whatever demons I’ve got going on with some success…just might take a bit of time.
For anyone reading this and who have been eager to read more of my stories, just know I’m just as eager to get back to it and to pump out more fantasies and juicy weirdness for you to delve into. I’m sorry for being AWOL for so long without properly making note of my current situation — I know my last journal must’ve got some folks’ hopes up, only to up and vanish for months. I do have a couple stories in the works, but writer’s block and my personal situation have kept those projects on pause for some time now.
For whoever is reading this, I hope you have a wonderful day and can keep yourself going alright. As for me, I’ll be working on getting myself out of this funk and get to whipping out more projects once I’m able to find that motivation/spark for it. I don’t want to just up and leave my passion for writing; my one wish is to enjoy things like I used to back in my early days here and to give everyone more worlds/scenarios to indulge in.
Anyway, thank you so much for your time and you’re wonderful for reading this. Please take care
-Titan
I’ve been trying to find that same spark and passion I had when I first started writing for some time now, along with finding the motivation to have the same *fun* in things that I used to find great excitement in years past, but recent circumstances and recent happenings have done a good job in preventing me from getting to that point. I have faith that things will turn around for the better sooner or later, and that I’ll get back to my old self — might take a while, but there’s a good possibility that I’ll kick whatever demons I’ve got going on with some success…just might take a bit of time.
For anyone reading this and who have been eager to read more of my stories, just know I’m just as eager to get back to it and to pump out more fantasies and juicy weirdness for you to delve into. I’m sorry for being AWOL for so long without properly making note of my current situation — I know my last journal must’ve got some folks’ hopes up, only to up and vanish for months. I do have a couple stories in the works, but writer’s block and my personal situation have kept those projects on pause for some time now.
For whoever is reading this, I hope you have a wonderful day and can keep yourself going alright. As for me, I’ll be working on getting myself out of this funk and get to whipping out more projects once I’m able to find that motivation/spark for it. I don’t want to just up and leave my passion for writing; my one wish is to enjoy things like I used to back in my early days here and to give everyone more worlds/scenarios to indulge in.
Anyway, thank you so much for your time and you’re wonderful for reading this. Please take care
-Titan
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Hope you’ve been doing well yourself, Donker. Thank you so much for the message <3
You're a cool guy Titan, have a good day and take care.
With any luck, I’ll find myself in a much better rhythm with me being hopeful things can start turning around for the beginning of this up and coming year. Just need to be confident and have that reliable joy/wonder of writing again, as I picked back up on a similar kind of steam I used to have in some of my much earlier stories. I remember writing as being a hobby that I’d want to do over video games or binging on YouTube — yet, it became more and more of a chore the more and more I became a perfectionist in my own style. Trying to improve is a double-edged sword — you strive for perfection and get better incrementally because of it, but it takes some of that pure and honest-to-goodness fun of pumping out raw thoughts and imagery onto paper without worrying 15 minutes straight about what the absolute perfect adjective would be for one given sentence. I’m a little hyperbolic with that, but it can get stressful sometimes trying to determine the most optimal, hottest words and phrasing to use in paragraphs — I just need to learn how to just let myself be natural and let whatever flows calmly in my brain to go to paper.
Thank you so much for the message, Rat!! Hope you’ve been keeping well, and I’ll be writing more stories soon with life allowing <3
Thank you so much for the message, JarWha. Here’s hoping I can get in that much better mindset going forward