Dream log 9
4 years ago
My dreams had some plot points with me leaving to live with in laws in the first one, and the second one had to do with me being sent to a church camp.
But neither of those really stood out. It was what happened in the second dream (the church camp one) that stood out. One thing that really caught my interest and made me forget most of my dreams last night.
I was practicing the occult (something I was always forbidden to do, both in my dream and irl) and I remember scooping up a clump of dirt and concentrating really hard on it. Putting all of my energy into the soil in my hands. Then it started turning into stems and leaves. I remember literally adding all of the subtle little details of the plants with my mind, like I could feel every time I added a vein or blotch of color to the stems and leaves that I now held. The whole process took about 30 seconds but to me it felt much longer.
That part of the dream just felt like a big deal to me, especially since I'm a pagan. And it also made me think about how during the past two days my husband and I have been trying to get me pregnant. To create life out of raw materials just I did in my dream. I hope that this is a good omen for me and my fertility. And a good sign of my progress in occult studies.
But neither of those really stood out. It was what happened in the second dream (the church camp one) that stood out. One thing that really caught my interest and made me forget most of my dreams last night.
I was practicing the occult (something I was always forbidden to do, both in my dream and irl) and I remember scooping up a clump of dirt and concentrating really hard on it. Putting all of my energy into the soil in my hands. Then it started turning into stems and leaves. I remember literally adding all of the subtle little details of the plants with my mind, like I could feel every time I added a vein or blotch of color to the stems and leaves that I now held. The whole process took about 30 seconds but to me it felt much longer.
That part of the dream just felt like a big deal to me, especially since I'm a pagan. And it also made me think about how during the past two days my husband and I have been trying to get me pregnant. To create life out of raw materials just I did in my dream. I hope that this is a good omen for me and my fertility. And a good sign of my progress in occult studies.