Only 9 days left Till my birthday!
Will i get anything for my birthday besides the gift my mom got me early? Not very likely since my family has had to help me with bills recently.

And I'm going to be basically broke then too so I can't afford to get anything
And i have a laundry list of complaints about things i want or need and how expensive everything in life is
I want to have my car fixed, but I can't afford to get it checked out
I want a commission of my character Lyndon, but art is expensive when you make little money
I want a vacation to see family, but my car needs work done before I'm comfortable driving 6 hours to see them, and I don't have gas money for that anyway
There's so much more i want or need and can't afford too so I'm not going to keep going on

And I'm trying to get disability for my autism, ADHD, massive chronic depression and high anxiety, and other variety health issues mental and physical
And I've been trying for over a year.... I've got a hearing next month so please wish me luck with that

If anyone actually reads this, I'm sorry if i seem selfish or whiney
I'm just constantly stressed and depressed because money is evil but can bring happiness if us3d right