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Tensity.
4 years ago
For the past few months I have been dealing with non stop depression. At times I even want to hurt myself due to how hard it is not to. And to be honest? I tried. And failed,
Around March, I started to slowly disconnect from the people around me who once again started to care about me. When my other older sister Stacia let someone called Stella. I thought I had found my place. So I asked it it was ok to be her daughter. March 2021-
Big mistake , what slowly came therwards is unstoppable blocking and fighting. Slowly driving me up the deep end. It took the combined will of my older sister Gracie and Stacia to break the link forever. None the less the air feels warm. Too warm actually? This person is now called lily. The real reason as to why I willingly handed Amber to my sister. Was because I didn't want the painful memories to plague. Which is why there is a folder called Dark Age 2020 - Q1 (Quarter 1, 2021,)
I'm not ok. I never will be. I am deeply traumatized by this person's actions. I was almost led to full on suicide.
Have a nice day.
Around March, I started to slowly disconnect from the people around me who once again started to care about me. When my other older sister Stacia let someone called Stella. I thought I had found my place. So I asked it it was ok to be her daughter. March 2021-
Big mistake , what slowly came therwards is unstoppable blocking and fighting. Slowly driving me up the deep end. It took the combined will of my older sister Gracie and Stacia to break the link forever. None the less the air feels warm. Too warm actually? This person is now called lily. The real reason as to why I willingly handed Amber to my sister. Was because I didn't want the painful memories to plague. Which is why there is a folder called Dark Age 2020 - Q1 (Quarter 1, 2021,)
I'm not ok. I never will be. I am deeply traumatized by this person's actions. I was almost led to full on suicide.
Have a nice day.
