my poppa recently passed on and i have to help out on the weekend, this will be the first time i'll be a paul bearer (holding the coffin into the church) i'm a bit nervous about the service and still coping with the loss of my grandpa but at least all the memories I've had with him in my life will never die.

the visitation will be on Friday and the service will take place on Saturday (it's 2 hours and 30 min with breaks, i'll mostly be greeting people paying their respects and of course playing a paul bearer).

i'll be back to my normal routine on Monday next week so please send me your condolences as any help to get me though this sad time will gratefully help, thank you!