Hello folks, thought on writing a short journal to apologize to those waiting on replies from notes and comments, I'm not ignoring you, things are just not very bright at the moment and at the end of the day I have very little energy left. I feel like I'm stuck and for the foreseeable future there is nothing I can do other than endure. I'm trying everything in my power to improve and make things better or at least bearable, but there are so many things I can't control that undermine these efforts. It is frustrating and discouraging.

I'm still drawing and plan to keep posting what I've been doing, it will just take some time for me to reply to messages.

Thanks for reading.