So I feel I should explain a lil more of what happened recently..
If you follow me on Twitter, you saw I basically up & bailed without really saying a lot. I had a few mental breakdowns a couple nights ago & I decided to log off everything entirely. (Stress & lack of meds will do that to you)

I want to apologize to everyone. Truth is, I've been struggling a lot lately these past few months. Good things have happened but alot of stress, worry & frustration has taken a huge toll on me. On my more personal account I said some things that could come off as worrisome for my mental health. Why am I telling you this? Cuz I'm not ok. I haven't been. I don't wanna put out too much personal info publicly but my mental state has been extremely bad lately; with & without antidepressants, & honestly I don't know what to do now.

So
I decided to just basically log off everything & take a hiatus. How long that will be? I honestly don't know. Could be a few weeks, a month or longer. I don't know.
I feel like an utter disappointment to everyone & I just don't feel excited about anything anymore. I feel like I let everyone down.. It will be awhile before I feel entirely... normal... again.
Take some time to really figure myself out. Thank you to everyone who reached out the last few days. Your love & support really helped.

Until then, I'll see you guys later
Be safe ❤

~Ryan