Hate to post a journal ranting about this and I honestly doubt anyone will read it, but it’s abundantly clear that I’ll never be good enough for anyone or anything. I love how I went after two crushes of mine in two different time periods only to be thrown away for someone else after talking to both of them 2 years apart from one another, but it’s okay no matter how hard I try I’ll never be good enough for others as well. I’ll give them what they want and just let myself go so they can be happy with their lovers, and their friends who will always be there for them anytime they need it.