If I was able to go back in time 19 years ago and was able to talk to my baby version of myself while he could understand me. I would tell him that even though that you are gonna go through hardships and pain and the surgeries. Way more than any child should go through. And you along with the bad memories, you will also receive the good memories that will outshine those bad ones. So don't worry, it's gonna be ok cause after you get through those hard times that will make you stronger, you will have friends and people who love you. And you will never be alone.
Happy Birthday Me