One of my pets just died. No it wasn't a violent or horrible death, it's just that my pet bird died of old age. I'm really sad that I wasn't able to be there with him during his final moments. But I know that he was well loved and taken care of while I was away.

I'm just sad now. I've lost so much lately and I don't even know what to do with my life anymore. Too many things have happened and some days I just don't want to live anymore.