I recently had a bad derealization episode and it has messed with me a lot. I mostly feel extremely drained, but I may slow down with art for awhile or do a few comfort pieces only. I have more stuff on my planet series in the making but they might come out much slower than planned.

For those who don’t know, basically while I was at uni my memory randomly started deteriorating, it started getting super hard to think, and I went to the hospital after I started shaking/twitching and my hearing and sight started feeling super strange.
I’m a bit better now since I know what happened to me, but it was terrifying when I didn’t know.

I going to my doctor soon so I’ll be able to get the proper treatment. I am thinking that it was actually caused by some weed edibles I had a month ago. The last one I had triggered a derealization episode, which is common with weed, but after the high was gone it never really went away and I’ve felt off since. Then I had this most recent episode completely randomly.

Like in my last journal, I not gonna stop drawing or anything, but I probably won’t be very consistent for awhile.