Hey, I did some stupid shit and I'm not feeling the best, kinda longing to get to know someone nice xd it's been a couple of years I was in a relationship with anyone
anyway, made a dumb meme about dating me https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44851680/

aaaaand since it's been forever and I didn't remember my old result, I did that Myers-Briggs personality test thing! aaand I got

INFP
https://www.16personalities.com/infp-personality

aaand what I'm reading about it, yeeeap it's pretty damn accurate! I wanted to write my thoughts about the strenghts and weaknesses that personality type lists.


-Strenght: Empathetic - I always feel super bad when something bad is happening to my relatives or to my few close friends, it brings me down (and sometimes angry at the source of the bad thing) and egh yeah, it just hurts man. And yeah, I definitely avoid hurting anyone, I'm a bit brash with my words sometimes but yeah I don't actually want to hurt or insult anyone, I just feel super bad afterwards

-Strenght: Generous - Spending money on people close to me is easier than buying expensive stuff for myself. When I got a rent's worth of money once I didn't keep all of it for myself, gave some to my mom and stuff

-Strenght: Open-minded - I think I've taught myself to be like this more and more, I just think everyone should be able to enjoy things they like even if those things aren't something that I myself like. Like, dude, if I can enjoy them beefy furry characters and collect beyblades and whatever I think it's aaaall good for anyone else to do whatever that makes them happy. yolo and all that

-Strenght: Creative - too many ideas and projects and fvdfgdfg

-Strenght: Passionate - I think so yeah? I seem to reeeally get into something rarely nowadays, but when something really sucks me in it's all I think about. Be it a project or a game or an anime or whatever. As glitchy and so on Cyberpunk was that game reeally caught me along with it's story and gameplay and everything, it was all I could chat about for a while xd I think the most recent thing here was that Riki 3D model of mine

-Strenght: Idealistic - I'm not toooo sure about this one but yeah hey, there's some truth here. "Purpose-filled life" I'm not too sure about tho, I'm still looking for that.



-Weakness: Unrealistic - I've definitely noticed some of this in myself, hopes and dreams too big, hoping things just work out even though shit's rough and shouldn't honestly realistically work, and so on

-Weakness: Self-Isolating - "Mediators long to connect with others, but they don’t always know how" is definitely meeee. Definitely an introvert, I do really wanna connect with others and form strong friendships but I'm just not good at it, feels awkward or forced or whatever, dunno how to be natural. And yeah, then I just don't really approach anyone (atleast not privately) aaand eh yeah. Definitely feel lonely and isolated pretty often, I don't really mind it (me-time is comfy) but ehhh yeah.

-Weakness: Unfocused - this is meeee, too many projects (and dropped projects). Honestly, the way the website has this written is 100% me.

-Weakness: Emotionally Vulnerable - I think random people's negativity etc doesn't catch onto me that easily, but eh yeah if it's about friends I definitely catch their moods easily. This is pretty much just the same thing as "Empathetic" but in a bad light

-Weakness: Desperate to Please - Rarely honestly. But absolutely when it's about a relationship partner, I just want the other to feel good, man ;___; when I've done something wrong to a bf I'm the one who will keep repeating "I'm sorry" aaaall day

-Weakness: Self-Critical - goes with "Unfocused". You see this most with how rarely I post here sometimes, when I've once been able to draw something great I compare aaaall my future art to that, when I don't succeed in making another good piece I just haaate myself lmao. Perfectionism is horrible xd


I also read a lil bit of that "Romantic Relationships" bit on the website but so far I'm not sure if I agree with it. Will read more and uuuh yeah guess we'll see if I make another journal about it huh? (edit: now that I'm reading it, yeah there's definitely some truth there)