The service was yesterday, It really hit me when I saw them, but I feel like I got the closure I needed, now I'm just going to take the time I need to grieve, and slowly get back to resuming owed work.

I appreciate everyone's patience and kindness with me, especially those that wished me well and gave their condolences. No amount of words can express how grateful that makes me feel.
I apologize to those that have tried reaching out to me to talk about anything, and I have not responded. Replying to things has been a bit harder than usual.