I was a liar. Hard one. Didn't ever got caught on that, always had a reputation of honest man. Telling the truth can be difficult, but having a web of lie that will NOT lead you to problems is even harder. So you chose the better way for yourself. Almost all lies eventually becomes revealed, and when liar found- nothing good happens. There's almost no chances of obtaining dreams or anything else like this. No fairy tales, it's a life. Path of true liar is not for everyone, so as path of honest one. To be really honest, i didnt became one of the saints. I still can lie sometimes. Very rarely, but i still remember how to do it. When i do it- i do it for the good of others most of times. In all other cases, i'm telling the truth, even if strikes me back.
Don't get stressed by many jerks in the world. They was there all the times, and will remain. It's not a lie or truth, that helps you on your way to your dreams, but the things you DO. Actions matter more than words, even if sometimes it can turn upside down.
So, im just trying to tell you- don't abandon your dreams. Be yourself, check your possibilities and use to your advantages. You CAN use lie if you want. It's not that bad. But it doesn't mean that there's no other options! I tried both paths. And both had their pros and cons. Good Luck!

Guess i can try a bit more hmm. Thanks for the encouragement bro