Random Shukko Thoughts 01
4 years ago
It's 6am, here have a bunch of poorly articulated shumko thoughts. Also in case anyone worries, I'm mostly fine today <3
- A lot of people, just in general come at me with way too much thirst/horny especially when it comes to like art and I get it, fetish content but it's really off putting in a way I can't properly describe especially because I'm just here to have fun and also, flat out, I think /sex/ isn't appealing.
- my brain has a ton of ideas for characters, settings, pictures, and more but this isn't endless and I don't always have ideas for stuff, it's easier to come up with stuff when there's discussion and asking questions
- I often feel creatively bored and lonely, and want to do stuff with people more often on various levels. But often people have their own things or seem disinterested when they say yes to one of my ideas. It sucks to not have involvement from the other person even if it's not their thing.
- parents suck. Mine specifically, them doing stuff makes it super hard to interact with the rest of the family or do gatherings on a regular basis. I shouldn't have to spend time around a problematic perso just to spend time with family during important events.
- I get incredibly lonely real easy, this is made super complicated when I can't sleep and no one is on, or whenever everyone goes out I'm just here.
- Real life issues prevent me from being too active with certain activies, leaving me mostly homebound. Thus most of what I do involves art relates things and irs easy to feel down when there's big gaps.
- Fox obsession is not a gimmick. My fox OCs and a select few others (OCs specifically, not fursonas) bring a warmth to my heart that makes bad days suck less.
- I still want to make a discord server dedicated to some of my content but I'm not sure what the focus would be, or if anyone would care??
- I want to be more selfish in things I want sometimes as a sort of break but it's difficult and I tend to spend a lot of resources spreading kindness to people I care about. This isn't an issue on its own but it can be tiring not to do more for oneself.
- A lot of people, just in general come at me with way too much thirst/horny especially when it comes to like art and I get it, fetish content but it's really off putting in a way I can't properly describe especially because I'm just here to have fun and also, flat out, I think /sex/ isn't appealing.
- my brain has a ton of ideas for characters, settings, pictures, and more but this isn't endless and I don't always have ideas for stuff, it's easier to come up with stuff when there's discussion and asking questions
- I often feel creatively bored and lonely, and want to do stuff with people more often on various levels. But often people have their own things or seem disinterested when they say yes to one of my ideas. It sucks to not have involvement from the other person even if it's not their thing.
- parents suck. Mine specifically, them doing stuff makes it super hard to interact with the rest of the family or do gatherings on a regular basis. I shouldn't have to spend time around a problematic perso just to spend time with family during important events.
- I get incredibly lonely real easy, this is made super complicated when I can't sleep and no one is on, or whenever everyone goes out I'm just here.
- Real life issues prevent me from being too active with certain activies, leaving me mostly homebound. Thus most of what I do involves art relates things and irs easy to feel down when there's big gaps.
- Fox obsession is not a gimmick. My fox OCs and a select few others (OCs specifically, not fursonas) bring a warmth to my heart that makes bad days suck less.
- I still want to make a discord server dedicated to some of my content but I'm not sure what the focus would be, or if anyone would care??
- I want to be more selfish in things I want sometimes as a sort of break but it's difficult and I tend to spend a lot of resources spreading kindness to people I care about. This isn't an issue on its own but it can be tiring not to do more for oneself.
If you want to chat, feel free to reach out to me on Discord. I know my availability is a little weird given my work schedule right now, and also timezones. Most of the chats I'm in I primarily lurk, but I do try to respond to all of my DMs.
As for a Discord for your content, why not? You can always add or remove topics if some are really busy or inactive. You can even archive them (put them in read-only), if you think you'd like to come back to them later. It doesn't have to be a static thing and is definitely something that you can figure out as you go. You could even invite a couple people you trust while it's under construction to give feedback on the different areas if you want.