I'm not sure about plans for the whole year, as I'm struggling with actual life goals and stuff at the moment anyway, haha.

But if things go right, I get to be in a day hospital from January on. Not sure for how long. It sounds interesting though, especially because among other therapies they include "expression therapy" in it, which are things like dancing, singing, drawing.

Definitely sounds more meaningful than being sent to another useless job creation program after my +800 job denials and having spent over a year at several ones. Also, me getting more job denials every month only turns my self-esteem into a black hole and feeds my depression.

I need serious help.

These days I also try to only have vague plans and goals for the next year, there are just so many unexpected things that can happen along the way. :')

That does sound very interesting! I hope it will be helpful for you in the long run. :>
And jesusfuckingchrist, I'm so sorry that you're getting so many job denials. I know that it's hard to stay positive towards yourself in this situation, but please never forget that you are already enough and that all this crappy stuff that is happening does not determine your value as a person. I know that this doesn't solve the problem though that you still need money to live, I really wish there was some way I could help with that, but my income isn't that stable either for now.

Thank you for the good wishes in your other comment! I really hope things will get better for you in 2022! <3

I really appreciate your kindness, so that helps too. <:)

I hope I can somehow pay back all that kindness somehow, so if there's anything you need where I can help, send me a PM or something. <3

Also wishing you everything you need to achieve your goals and maybe more in 2022! c: I appreciate having you as a friend.

(Sorry I posted my comment too early, and by the time I remembered I also wanted to mention this, the Edit option ran out of time.)

Happy holidays.