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4 years ago
❤️╭━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╮❤️ I didn't know I had to make this journal, but I've been receiving a couple of messages asking about updates on commissions and about my silence, I've sent an update to every commissioner I currently have that there will be a major delay.
I lost not one, but two of my cousins, one who was extremely close to me and this is the first death that I am experiencing in my life that is so close to me. I am NOT ok, I have NOT been ok, it hasn't even made a month since I've seen them both in their casket and I've stayed up thinking about it every fucking night for days. My sleep schedule is fucked, I have to stay up for about 24 hours a day just so I can force my body to go to sleep.
They fucking died down the street from me, they worked in the same exact fucking Walmart I went to every day for my groceries and I never fucking knew...
IM NOT OK.
Its been hard trying to draw, I'm trying to push through it but its really hard to when you're depressed and tired damn near every day, I am trying, and if you're not ok with waiting and want it done sooner then that is OK, I will provide a refund!
I've offered that option from the start, but I am sorry, if you're wanting something done before a certain date I am unable to deliver upon that right now and I want that to be respected
I was taking a break from messages for the holidays, it's already been pretty stressful as it is and I felt like it was common to have at least a week away, before getting back to grind mode after the holidays.
I am sorry, I should've made a post and made that clear, I didn't know it'd cause you guys to stress out or worry about progress..
I am not trying to make anyone feel ignored..I am upset about my wait times right now and I understand the amount of excitement people have for their commissions to be finished, and how disappointing it is when things are delayed, I am really sorry and I wish these circumstances never came up either..
So please just let me make it right, I just need some time to heal, I am trying my best when I have the energy to, and if you do not want to wait I will try to provide a refund as quickly as I can, I will not be upset with you for not wanting to wait..
I lost not one, but two of my cousins, one who was extremely close to me and this is the first death that I am experiencing in my life that is so close to me. I am NOT ok, I have NOT been ok, it hasn't even made a month since I've seen them both in their casket and I've stayed up thinking about it every fucking night for days. My sleep schedule is fucked, I have to stay up for about 24 hours a day just so I can force my body to go to sleep.
They fucking died down the street from me, they worked in the same exact fucking Walmart I went to every day for my groceries and I never fucking knew...
IM NOT OK.
Its been hard trying to draw, I'm trying to push through it but its really hard to when you're depressed and tired damn near every day, I am trying, and if you're not ok with waiting and want it done sooner then that is OK, I will provide a refund!
I've offered that option from the start, but I am sorry, if you're wanting something done before a certain date I am unable to deliver upon that right now and I want that to be respected
I was taking a break from messages for the holidays, it's already been pretty stressful as it is and I felt like it was common to have at least a week away, before getting back to grind mode after the holidays.
I am sorry, I should've made a post and made that clear, I didn't know it'd cause you guys to stress out or worry about progress..
I am not trying to make anyone feel ignored..I am upset about my wait times right now and I understand the amount of excitement people have for their commissions to be finished, and how disappointing it is when things are delayed, I am really sorry and I wish these circumstances never came up either..
So please just let me make it right, I just need some time to heal, I am trying my best when I have the energy to, and if you do not want to wait I will try to provide a refund as quickly as I can, I will not be upset with you for not wanting to wait..
I don't want this journal to come off as passive-aggressive, I just don't really know how to explain and communicate myself well because I am very hurt and on edge, which is why I've been so quiet and keeping things short, I read every single message I get, I just don't always have the energy to respond.
I adore every single one of you guys, I am just not myself at the moment, and haven't been myself for a minute..
https://trello.com/b/nXRicrDz/commissions
I highly advise that you look at this to see where your progress stands, I update my trello consistently as its the easiest thing for me to keep up with. I almost message every single person the second any progress has been made, if I have not messaged and the trello is not showing any progress, that means there is no progress.
If you are wanting to see progress, especially before a certain date, then I kindly ask that you ask for a refund instead, I am unable to do any progress on demand at this very moment.
Stay safe out there.