| I'm still alive |
3 years ago
Hey-hey-hey, there has been no news from me for so long, my jamb.
Nevertheless, I did not disappear anywhere, did not disappear, did not die, I just work. The work is hard for me, but I can handle it. You know what's funny? When I started to work hard, when I plunged into a fierce routine, I completely forgot about my mental problems. Yes, at times they still pop up, for example, when I think about my debts and deep debt hole, but... I hope that everything will be fine. Heh, if I could, I would write down that I took a deep breath.
So, once again I ask everyone for forgiveness. You are very, VERY good people, since you still endure and expect work from me. I let you down as hell, but... so far I have no means of making you a refund. Well, you know? This is a huge difference between the ruble and the dollar. I also have some problems with my PayPal account, which I would also like to solve in my spare time. But. Better then when I deal with all the debts.
Honestly, I do not deserve anything good, and even more so to live at the same time with such wonderful people like you. I... I honestly don't know what else to say. I feel disgusting in front of you. I'm very embarrassed. Honestly. Before strangulation.
Fuh... well, fortunately, I know how to admit my guilt and do not like to evade all sorts of excuses. By type, then there is no inspiration, then the hamster is ill, and so on.
In general, everyone with the past Christmas, Happy New 2022 Year and.. past Happy birthday to me...! Huh...! Hopefully this year everything goes a lot better!
| No. I am not taking orders now. Absolutely NOT. |
Postscript:
To be honest, I had a couple of moments when I, before being clouded in my head, wanted to commit suicide remembering what debts I was in and... how I naughty in front of my customers.
Nevertheless, I did not disappear anywhere, did not disappear, did not die, I just work. The work is hard for me, but I can handle it. You know what's funny? When I started to work hard, when I plunged into a fierce routine, I completely forgot about my mental problems. Yes, at times they still pop up, for example, when I think about my debts and deep debt hole, but... I hope that everything will be fine. Heh, if I could, I would write down that I took a deep breath.
So, once again I ask everyone for forgiveness. You are very, VERY good people, since you still endure and expect work from me. I let you down as hell, but... so far I have no means of making you a refund. Well, you know? This is a huge difference between the ruble and the dollar. I also have some problems with my PayPal account, which I would also like to solve in my spare time. But. Better then when I deal with all the debts.
Honestly, I do not deserve anything good, and even more so to live at the same time with such wonderful people like you. I... I honestly don't know what else to say. I feel disgusting in front of you. I'm very embarrassed. Honestly. Before strangulation.
Fuh... well, fortunately, I know how to admit my guilt and do not like to evade all sorts of excuses. By type, then there is no inspiration, then the hamster is ill, and so on.
In general, everyone with the past Christmas, Happy New 2022 Year and.. past Happy birthday to me...! Huh...! Hopefully this year everything goes a lot better!
| No. I am not taking orders now. Absolutely NOT. |
Postscript:
To be honest, I had a couple of moments when I, before being clouded in my head, wanted to commit suicide remembering what debts I was in and... how I naughty in front of my customers.